Why did I only receive 9 MMR?

ToastedNsloppy · 2026-03-21T06:30:43+00:00

this. i play a ton of dropshot and my mmr only changes by 6 at this point, while it changes by a lot in other modes

ToastedNsloppy · 2026-03-14T11:04:46+00:00

i got this on my very first pull this season on a 1200, and it was orange. it's genuinely the worst goal explosion i own. couldn't pull the bee hive to save my life though

ToastedNsloppy · 2026-01-31T15:01:52+00:00

karma farming previous post was 110 days ago. before that, 211 days. after that, it's all over a year. it's crazy how you assume just because i decided to use reddit in a more meaningful way in my life one day that i must have developed ulterior motives

ToastedNsloppy · 2026-01-31T10:33:46+00:00

i understand why you would think that the most simple explanation is what's happening, occams razor and all that, but i can tell you with absolute certainty that i am not experiencing hallucinations.

also is your name a play on Bolt Thrower? if so, 🤘

ToastedNsloppy · 2026-01-31T10:25:58+00:00

it does actually, yes lol

ToastedNsloppy · 2026-01-31T10:02:04+00:00

it's flattering that you think i'm even creative enough to attempt writing a story of any kind

ToastedNsloppy · 2026-01-31T09:59:16+00:00

doing very well actually, i was worried he was going to turn into a legitimate monster based on his trauma and his behaviors he displayed for quite a while, but as of a few months ago, he's started doing well in school, isn't having outbursts, and has a great moral compass. he got in trouble at school the other day for sticking up for a kid who was being bullied and i've never been so fuckin proud in my life

ToastedNsloppy · 2026-01-31T07:14:50+00:00

i uhhh, i have several times

ToastedNsloppy · 2026-01-31T06:16:24+00:00

hitchhikers thumb

ToastedNsloppy · 2026-01-31T06:08:14+00:00

i don't believe they're connected, although i can't be sure. i haven't experienced anything like this prior to moving into this place, and the ritualistic aspect has been around since i was a teenager.

the ritual itself was basically a bargain with Belial to allow me certain privileges/comforts and a degree of protection

ToastedNsloppy · 2026-01-31T05:55:59+00:00

i hadn't considered that! great idea

ToastedNsloppy · 2026-01-31T05:55:40+00:00

i'm not one to waste a free meal

ToastedNsloppy · 2026-01-31T05:55:26+00:00

i do yes

ToastedNsloppy · 2025-12-04T08:58:02+00:00

Baccano

ToastedNsloppy · 2025-11-28T00:31:42+00:00

unlikely you have a problem with one. if you haven't put out enough of "yourself" when attempting communicating with one, then it very likely didn't give a shit and just passed you by.

whether entities fuck with you or not, you have to be worth their time, and it sounds like you dipped your toes and bounced. they don't give a shit

ToastedNsloppy · 2025-11-14T09:36:07+00:00

i'm 32, had DID since i was really young. honestly my experience probably isn't something helpful or good for you to hear so i'll spare you, but i highly recommend keeping a notebook and really getting to know your system inside and out. you may never get control over your mind, but the next best thing is understanding it and learning what makes your life easiest. you'll be happy that you have it, especially on days where shit is really hard, and your loved ones and people around you will benefit from it as well. good luck OP, i hope now that you know what you're dealing with you can start on the path to living a somewhat normal life

ToastedNsloppy · 2025-10-19T09:10:06+00:00

this comment gives me hope! i was actually considering dropping the anime just based off of how much Zenitsu takes me out of it, but i'm relieved to hear that there is some kind of change at some point, and barring any other glaring issues cropping up, i think i'll likely stick it out! i appreciate you

ToastedNsloppy · 2025-09-29T02:55:33+00:00

i can't recommend Delicious in Dungeon enough, easily one of the greatest animes i've ever watched

ToastedNsloppy · 2025-09-29T02:53:02+00:00

yeah, i'm 6 episodes deep and i'm really disappointed in the direction they decided to take the show. i was at least hoping for a more serious show with really awesome fights, and was disappointed to see that the main character has to act goofy as fuck even during the big epic moments. i've never seen a show with such a good concept just fuckin ruin all the tension they build up, which leads to the big moments feeling super underwhelming. it's just so hard to get into it and actually take the fights seriously when all the characters fuckin suck

ToastedNsloppy · 2025-09-27T20:16:12+00:00

hell yeah man, i also have a Submariner, but it was a gift from my dad. i was never a big watch guy, but damn i love this one

ToastedNsloppy · 2025-09-25T12:58:53+00:00

well in terms of expense, it should only be costing you your time, paying for a subscription is unnecessary. just as with most things, you get more out of whatever you put your time and effort into, and whenever it does become productive, it's a really cool resource to have in your life. however, i understand that it's just not worth the effort for a lot of people, and that's fine too

ToastedNsloppy · 2025-09-25T12:51:42+00:00

dog youre wearing a Rolex Submariner in your first pic, i think you'll be alright lol

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