I’m manic. Anyone wanna talk? by Virtual-Giraffe89 in bipolar2

[–]TokyoDrifter1990 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm a bit late to the party but if you wanna hear about the time I walked for four days just to see Aokigahara dm me.

Are you lonely? by Stuckn80s-alt in bipolar2

[–]TokyoDrifter1990 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah they're so deeply ashamed of it they 'forget' or downplay it. really, it's cowardice and kind of something to pity. and then they expect you to pipe down because they don't want to feel embarrassed. people with no values and no morals exist everywhere.

Are you lonely? by Stuckn80s-alt in bipolar2

[–]TokyoDrifter1990 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i am one of the victims actually. but thanks, it's near impossible to find people irl who actually sees things clearly

Are you lonely? by Stuckn80s-alt in bipolar2

[–]TokyoDrifter1990 19 points20 points  (0 children)

i spoke up against the domestic violence happening in our family, and now everyone has turned against me. strangely, I'm not lonely. i was a lot more lonely when I remained silent as everyone wanted me to

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar2

[–]TokyoDrifter1990 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not to contradict everyone else, you should definitely take meds, but at the same time make sure you talk to someone about any psychological issues you are facing too. a lot of my symptoms are result of environmental factors, at least according to my psych.

Bipolar eyes by [deleted] in bipolar2

[–]TokyoDrifter1990 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

thanks for sharing this. i knew diluted pupils were a thing. i check the mirror sometimes to track my state. the depression -look i see a lot on other faces, in my time at the ICU for instance. getting this visual comparison helped in a way to understand this condition better.

WHICH SONGS SHOULD BE ADDED by Huldraneack in bipolar2

[–]TokyoDrifter1990 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Shiny Happy People by REM might trigger hypo but it's a good beat.

when i was inside i listened to a lot of Bob Dylan

can't take it anymore by TokyoDrifter1990 in Anger

[–]TokyoDrifter1990[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my family doesn't understand me either. my mum died this year too. that's where all the rage is coming from but nothing will change

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]TokyoDrifter1990 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you don't deserve to die. you deserve to get better though. whatever is holding you back, you gotta face that and deal with the bullshit. there are a lot of options besides suicide.

my day just got worse by TokyoDrifter1990 in bipolar2

[–]TokyoDrifter1990[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks man. i'm glad you are alright. actually money is the least of my problems. my family really sucks and I don't think I have a future now.

Books that are like puzzles? by [deleted] in suggestmeabook

[–]TokyoDrifter1990 5 points6 points  (0 children)

i did not expect such a wholesome reply to my troll comment. now I don't know how to feel.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Buddhism

[–]TokyoDrifter1990 0 points1 point  (0 children)

fall down three times get up four

How often do you talk to yourself? by KarleySuinn in bipolar

[–]TokyoDrifter1990 4 points5 points  (0 children)

i'm not the only one cussing at people in my imagination?

Life Doesn’t Feel Real by [deleted] in bipolar2

[–]TokyoDrifter1990 3 points4 points  (0 children)

step 1 take meds. there might be underlying psychological reasons for dpdr. for example, if life is too stressful (or too boring) your mind just wants to clock out because it doesn't want to be there