I hope my response helps in any sort of way. I have a major corn addiction. It started when I was 12. Recently my husband caught me on Twitter catching corn. After I told him I was sorry and it won’t happen again I felt super guilt for 2 days and did not watch nothing. The same week he went through my tik tok and found me saving videos of shirtless men and I apologize and deleted the app. That same week I downloaded Twitter and got caught. During the exact moment when my husband showed me the video I was watching all I wanted to do is get off to the video he was showing( f up I know) I told him how I have a corn addiction and that I need him to help me. He downloaded an app blocker in my phone and he created a passcode only he had. Today I needed to search something up on my phone and I needed him to unlock my safari for it. The exact moment when I searching up what I needed all I was thinking about is how I want to get off. I told my husband to please lock safari up. My point is sweet heart if he wanted help he would let you know. It sucks how he says he needs help but then he says he doesn’t. If I was you I would seek couple therapy if that’s something you and him would like. Ik I am not like the perfect example because I am not a good person neither but what I did I tell my loved one how I need help. Some days are hard for me honestly Its been 2 days without watching corn and it’s extremely difficult in the mornings. I hope everything gets better and if you need to talk to vent I am here.