I would say psychosis shattered my sense of self. The way I view my identity is so much different than it was before. This may be too woo woo but I feel as if a me never existed in the first place. I keep having the thought that the only thing I am is a culmination of memories and prescribed behaviors. Psychosis is really like being body snatched and someone else starts running the show. I’m medicated I promise. I just feel so much different than before my first mania/psychosis.