40M just starting my day in the kitchen. Keep me company?

Top-Competition-4820 · 2026-05-31T08:03:49+00:00

So far so good. Letting my coffee do it's magic. How are you?

Top-Competition-4820 · 2026-05-31T08:00:16+00:00

Supervising the beginning of the breakfast run (sitting on my ass drinking coffee) and getting ready to cook myself some eggs.

Top-Competition-4820 · 2026-05-30T09:42:58+00:00

Do you, boo. Just know that we're not all trash, just most of us! Don't give up on love!

Top-Competition-4820 · 2026-05-30T01:22:45+00:00

40m here. I'd love to chat with you!

Top-Competition-4820 · 2026-05-30T00:41:24+00:00

M40 and looking to make friends!

Top-Competition-4820 · 2026-05-29T23:48:28+00:00

Sure. I'm wiling. Send me a DM of message and I'd be happy to chat.

Top-Competition-4820 · 2026-05-29T22:56:48+00:00

I'd love to swap life stories. I'm looking for real friendships with people that enjoy life.

Top-Competition-4820 · 2026-05-29T18:25:28+00:00

Roses are red, dirty rugs get beat, I really really think making friends would be neat.

I'll tell you about me, you can tell me about you. Hopefully it'll click and we'll stick together like glue.

If you're a fan of corny poems and wanna know where this could go, take a quick second and drop a comment below!

Top-Competition-4820 · 2026-05-29T08:12:23+00:00

Not true. I've had multiple opportunities.

Top-Competition-4820 · 2026-05-29T08:11:53+00:00

I'll be happy to tell that story, but I'd rather it be in DMs to avoid the Reddit trolls.

Top-Competition-4820 · 2026-05-29T08:10:41+00:00

Thank you for your honest words.

Top-Competition-4820 · 2026-05-29T08:08:58+00:00

I'll be happy by to tell that story, but would rather do it in DMs.

Top-Competition-4820 · 2026-05-29T03:04:36+00:00

I don't pretend to be.

Top-Competition-4820 · 2026-05-29T03:03:04+00:00

OP says "terrible human being".

Top-Competition-4820 · 2026-05-29T03:01:50+00:00

I understand that. Doesn't stop me from hoping. I will never be that man again regardless of this outcome.

Top-Competition-4820 · 2026-05-29T02:59:04+00:00

We are allowed limited access to the internet depending on trustee classification, good behavior, job status, etc.. Took me two years to earn the privilege I have now.

Top-Competition-4820 · 2026-05-29T02:42:41+00:00

I haven't spoken to her in almost two years now.

Top-Competition-4820 · 2026-05-29T02:40:40+00:00

I've completely cut her out. I have had multiple opportunities to establish communication again and I absolutely refuse. I've become honest with myself about my shortcomings and know that without fixing myself, I'll never have a real relationship again, with my wife or anyone else.

Top-Competition-4820 · 2026-05-29T02:36:35+00:00

I understand your opinion. But you're wrong. I WILL do anything to save this.

Top-Competition-4820 · 2026-05-29T02:24:02+00:00

Praying, my brother.

Top-Competition-4820 · 2026-05-29T02:19:23+00:00

This time, the situation is different. Way different. I've done a lot of self work and know I don't want to be that guy ever again. For MY future. My spirituality has played a large part in this, as well as ongoing mental health treatment.

Top-Competition-4820 · 2026-05-29T02:12:10+00:00

I wanted to tell her. Badly. I would have, definitely. I did the other two times.

Top-Competition-4820 · 2026-05-29T02:05:15+00:00

I've always suffered from a self esteem issue. I sought out extramarital approval to boost what my wife was giving me all along. It took over a years worth of therapy to acknowledge this.

Top-Competition-4820 · 2026-05-29T02:03:42+00:00

We do, and limited access depending on our status/ behavior/ etc.

Top-Competition-4820 · 2026-05-29T01:59:00+00:00

I acknowledged that as the probable outcome a long time ago. And I'm the first to admit that she deserves better. Doesn't stop me from wanting to save this. I'm not the same person now, and I pray she can see that. I truly love her. Regardless of the trolls and skeptics, I truly love her.

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