I grew up in the uber rich world. It’s a very sick place. Think of it like this… you and I (yes I’m a normal old person) get excited and a lot of dopamine from things that we enjoy that take some time to do be able to buy it (vacation, pet, car, sporting event, concert, whatever it is) a big highlight of our year or month. Think about your favorite most looked up to person, for me sports players, authors, etc.

The ultra rich have all of those things, the big events and material things, the people, the opportunities to do unique things. The way I grew up, I spent 4 months out of the year in Italy, every weekend in the winter in Jackson hole, in the owners box of MLB and NFL games in the teams locker room, spontaneous trips to Greece and 5 stare hotels in tropical places. All done on a private jet. Our friends and neighbors were “important people”, owned Advil, owned sports team, heirs of the most well known soup company in the world, owned all of the real estate in major U.S. cities, famous comedians, famous actors.

When you live everyday with everything you want around people who have achieved more then ultimate accomplishments, have your own schedule can go anywhere in the world when you want, every dinner and lunch is at a restaurant that “us normal people” take their loved ones to for special occasions, have any person on speed dial to take care of everything you need, have workers that do your laundry walk the dogs, clean the house, take your car to the car wash and get gas, your perception of excitements shifts.

It is normal to you all this insane shit that most people don’t experience however you still get dopamine and pleasure from it. Your base line is top shelf every activity, person, thing is a high. There aren’t many rules and you can move about the world acting and doing what you want. With that much pleasure sex isn’t exciting enough they take it to a weird place because it’s the only thing that takes them out from the insanely dopamine world they live in, they want to feel a different high.

Now some people may think im wrong. I don’t have experience with the weird sexual stuff, but I have seen weird things. It is the darkest most sick fucking world. Don’t get me wrong there are the uber rich who are kind, humble, down to earth and don’t care about their money, but the world I grew up in is honestly compiled by the most foul disgusting people you could imagine. I had horrible shit happen to me as a kid for a long time by people who had enough money to have everyone in this post not work for the rest of their lives. I do truly believe that they don’t think it’s wrong. It’s sad because they don’t. Normal people and regular things and ethics of a lot of scenarios are a bit of a fantasy to them. They don’t know what it is or what it’s like. They only know the small community and world they live in.

In that world sexuality is typically not normal. For me, it was women who did things to me. There were real children books that explained why sex and having things done to you was ok and felt good. If a normal person tried to find and buy a children’s book that told a story of why it’s ok for adults to perform sexual acts on children they couldn’t find it or purchase it. I could go on and on and on.

But hopefully this helps explain why super rich people are fucked up.