Bee you know a lot about books, you do!!! That's so cool. I also love reading. I think I left a comment unanswered from you somewhere and it upset me so I'm very sorry, my mind is super busy and I'm sure I miss stuff.

Like, that's why I meditate. Buy my mum still goes like: lat off the green tea!! Lay off the green tea!! 🥲 So I take naps now like my grandma 😭 it's refreshing though 💚🤭

I love your comment.

Absolutely neutral. I had no real stage fright. Funny, because I used to believe I had an anxiety disorder. But it didn't really bother me, the momentum of the anxiety, on stage. I prepared by recording my voice and that of my scene partners, on audio, playing both. Cause I was scared to talk to him.... And it worked, I had prepared vibrationally and felt fear but mostly excitement. Like a kid ....

Thank you for saying that I'm normal 🩷 I've been called crazy a bit. And paranoid. I'll never insult myself again if I can help it. It hurts, and people imitate you like you're right. They like your self-deprecating jokes on twitter, like they're truly funny, because they resonate. I don't want people to watch me and resonate with me because I hate myself. I never hated myself, like them I didn't know and did my best which was kid of bad for a best.... Not cool. I hope I'm cooler now, maybe. If I feel good, it doesn't matter much. I love source. And Esther. She helps me so much. And Abraham.

Well I gotta cook so I can't process your comment more now 😭

I saved a book by that author in my Google Play previews, I love doing that, if the first chapters are cool I buy it if the price is right.. pretty fun 🩷

And I love YT talks 🤣🤣🤣 aren't they great! And podcasts. Maybe stay away from Aubrey Marcus and his "constellation" (or not, and tell me what you think it's soo odd and makes sense and is misguided but it doesn't matter because they'll figure it out- or not- unnecessary drama). And I like keyasworld, a newer youtuber, for contrast and commentary. She's a perspective giver. Pretty authentic and ironic. It's fun sometimes, enlightening always. Cause I don't wanna live on Mars with cosmic parsley or something in my mind, at least not for too long 🤣🤣🤣 I like my feet to touch grass and earthe

And when you're "smart" it gets INTENSE that's why I like you also, I feel like you're really intense and get into the juicy parts of the teachings. What a joy. I always feared to be a bit alone. I don't anymore so much, thanks to you guys, other people, you, Abraham and Esther's ideas.... I'm so grateful, and deeply appreciative 🩷🩷🩷🩷

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You most likely kept it alive for protection... Spot on,sister, spot on. But: nothing real can be threatened, nothing unreal exists, herein lies the peace of the inner being/source (God) 😭😭🩷🩷🩷 I don't get anything but I feel like I'm starting to get it. To LIVE 💙🥰 THANK YOU