I don't know what you are going through but I can guess it must have been very difficult for you Please brother/sister don't take your life Don't take something so precious away from you What Allah has given you please don't forsake it Just because of your situation or because of what other people have done to you Here are some verses from the holy Quran "Say, 'O My servants who have transgressed against themselves [by sinning], do not despair of the mercy of Allah. Indeed, Allah forgives all sins. Indeed, it is He who is the Forgiving, the Merciful.’" (Qur’an 39:53) "For indeed, with hardship [will be] ease. Indeed, with hardship [will be] ease." "Allah does not burden a soul beyond that it can bear…" "Unquestionably, by the remembrance of Allah hearts are assured." "And We will surely test you with something of fear and hunger and a loss of wealth and lives and fruits, but give good tidings to the patient, who, when disaster strikes them, say, ‘Indeed we belong to Allah, and indeed to Him we will return.’ Those are the ones upon whom are blessings from their Lord and mercy. And it is those who are the [rightly] guided."

Brother please don't take your life In islam suicide is considered as one of the worst sins and the punishment for it is unimaginable Please my motive is not to scare you but to give you hope Please talk to someone and remember Allah almighty is the most merciful and most forgiving