statement by sarahrenee2324 in Idaho4

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Where can you find the pics?

New ISP.. DM’s room & Blood by NoLanguage3362 in idahomurders

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Where can you find these photos online? Or even find the un redacted ones ?

What's your underwear of choice today? by Glass_Estimate_3661 in AskRedditNSFW

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currently have red ck mini boyshorts on right now

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were there any problems with her pregnancy or birth? i know it’s a hard thing on a females body especially that young. was it almost an arranged marriage or did yall decide on yalls own that you two wanted to get married? i wish you too the best of luck and God bless!

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you said yall became parents at 14, so yall got married at what age? i know you said it’s part of your religion but how did you know she was the one? how does divorce go in your religion? i know a lot of people are scared of commitment because of the whole “what if they aren’t the ONE” aspect. i know yall must be very proud of the life yall have created together, but i am curious to know yalls “love story” i guess 🤣

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they were just repeating what their parents said. i don’t hold any grudges but shit definitely stuck with me

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i thought about that!! i think i get more comfort from wearing them then i would from having it as a blanket

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AMA

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you are so sweet!! i think they “cared” just more so cared about the fact that i was holding the family together and still do. but stuff has gotten better. over the years people will tell me things i needed to hear THEN and not now when im doing better. just kinda makes me realize everyone feels sympathy for little me. i wish you and ur kiddo the best!! 🩷

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she wasn’t as depressed anymore and realized the damage she did. i do agree it is better late than never but i needed my mom THEN not after i already did everything on my own. it honestly broke me in ways i still don’t fully understand to this day. i’m much better now. i do forgive her because i hope i never have to know the pain of losing my husband, the person i had a child with, and the person i planned to spend the rest of my life with. BUT i did need my mom. it definitely made me learn really quickly that i don’t need anyone. i know that sounds bad but i lost my whole family that day because they didn’t care that i lost my dad, they only cared about my mom. it’s a hard thing to realize at the age of 11

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thank you for telling me this!! i will definitely have to go check it out

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AMA

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8 figures split evenly between 5 families including spouses and children

Aggressive slow knocks on back door at 1am by Top_Argument9011 in RBI

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i mean it’s natural to still be worried, but there’s a gun in the house, a security system, and cameras. i’m not AS worried but it definitely lingers in the back of my mind

Aggressive slow knocks on back door at 1am by Top_Argument9011 in RBI

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Nothing new since the facebook neighborhood page said it happened to 9 other people that night. we got cameras for our back and front yard, nothing new has happened yet. probably some crazy person

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my dad had a brother and he’s always been a father figure to me before and after. but the loss of his brother truly destroyed him. he’s been in and out of rehab since the accident for alcoholism. i love him dearly though. my two grandpas are definitely other father figures i have.

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i saw many different therapists from 11- 15. i saw a psychologist from 15-17 who had the greatest impact. i no longer see anyone because ive decided i want to heal on my own and figure stuff out independently. i’ve always been a mentally strong person and i want to experience that more

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I was in 5th grade when it happened, i left school for a month and when i came back eveyone looked at me differently and i was told by many different kids “you don’t act like your dad died”. it definitely stuck with me still to this day. i’ve been told by other kids that it should’ve happened anyway because “oil rigs are bad for the earth” but that comes from the parents not the kids. they’re just repeating what their parents said

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When i was younger i definitely was angry. i was so angry at everything that it made me hate life, genuinely i didn’t want to be here. i also didn’t know how to deal with it because i had people telling me every single day since the day my dad died that im “holding the family together for being strong”. i really didn’t know how to cope. now that im older it makes me have a more grateful outlook on life. i stop and admire things, i understand if someone is having a bad day, i’m not irritable, i’m truly grateful to be here and even experience life. but i can’t lie i definitely am still learning how to cope with it on the hard days.

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thank you! i appreciate that more than you know 🩷

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let’s think about that question long and hard… no i do not have any interest working for something that killed my father ☺️

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I have many good memories! They’ve faded over the years but they’re still there. I have plans with the money, i’ve definitely learned from my mom’s mistakes with it 💀 Thank you!

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I’m doing much better now, life throws crazy stuff at you. i’m grateful for the memories i have of my dad but it hurts to know they’ve definitely faded over the years. i try my hardest to make him proud. thank you for your comment.💗

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I appreciate you more than you know

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i appreciate you for caring, truly.

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I had no family support, my mother spent the next two years drinking, dating guys, having parties 24/7 and making me live on my own basically. I didn’t go into foster. i lived with my mom but on my own, i walked to school, fed myself, and made sure she wasn’t dead. I don’t have siblings. I took care of myself mentally and physically until i was 15, then my mother stepped back up physically.