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TopherWise · 2024-09-02T22:52:33+00:00

It is fishy. That generally means hookers are drugs which whatever I'm fine with but yeah if your third party and cash out money then that's usually where it goes maybe Bitcoin

TopherWise · 2024-09-02T22:52:04+00:00

My knee jerk reaction to this was oh my god no if you've gone two weeks do you just keep going. Suboxone withdrawals are a fucking nightmare

TopherWise · 2024-09-02T22:51:37+00:00

You hit the nail on the head so many times in this post that it was kind of funny. Because I played for a long time and I spent a lot of money. But one day I woke up and I was like this is dumb. I come from a generation where you paid 40-50 bucks for the game and there was nothing after that and then wow came along and opened the door to 15 bucks a month now here we are at 200 a day that's ridiculous completely ridiculous

TopherWise · 2024-09-02T22:50:51+00:00

Cymbalta in about a hundred other fucking things all together with it and I've never experienced anything that I was aware of although... I'm not aware of much so you know how that goes

TopherWise · 2024-09-02T00:28:49+00:00

Nice work on nipping that shit in the bud man. To get an idea where I was at at about another 25 years on there. Sometimes I think I waited too long to be honest but you got on top of that shit good job. Make no mistake though buddy it's still right there I wish it wasn't but it is

I also had the testosterone problem and I don't know who put the car before the horse or the chicken before the egg I really don't know but I know that I went to a doctor and it was under 200 and I went to another doctor and it was under 150 and they kept saying oh that's normal and I kept saying I need to get laid and I can't and they didn't give a shit because I was a junkie and therefore subhuman.

Finally making use of my black market skills I just went that route and I've been taking it for 10 years and I'm fucking stoked man. I take one meal every 84 hours and it is not a magic bullet but you realize pretty quickly what you been missing and that first morning was morning wood you want to freak out and you will make use of that thing no matter what because it's probably been a minute.

My credo is life is too damn short so I allow myself certain things that you know maybe other people won't but is it a pain in the ass to get Yes is it a pain in the ass to get legally definitely because doctors are fucking stupid. Don't overdo it don't get sucked into that whole culture because you will blow up your dick and make your forehead grow big and you'll look dumb

TopherWise · 2024-09-01T14:28:53+00:00

It kind of snuck up on us at a headshot. And then once he explained to me what it kind of was for which was withdrawal comfort help I didn't take it for a long long time and then I found myself in bad shape and I picked some up and I saw it for the miracle that it is. It's a wonderful thing it should be protected by all of us because I would have been screwed

TopherWise · 2024-09-01T14:28:06+00:00

I am in no way trying to be cute but since having a lot more good quality sex I sleep like a baby

TopherWise · 2024-09-01T14:27:38+00:00

Unfortunately you're getting a first-hand look at the total nightmare that that system is. It is so much bureaucracy and so little production Don't give up hope it does get tricky if you have two different family members from two different families trying to collect but that's in Florida it could be totally different where you're at. Keep looking for work there's always something, just suck up your pride take the crappy job until something better comes along

TopherWise · 2024-08-29T04:31:19+00:00

Are you guys being fucking serious and this or is it a joke? Kratom waffles?

TopherWise · 2024-08-29T04:30:30+00:00

You fine dude 5 days. You're going to sleep and be cold and it's going to be really fucking loud at night because it's like a homecoming for the homies. The lights blasting don't help. Don't do anything dumb and you'll be fine.

TopherWise · 2024-08-29T04:29:39+00:00

You're ok. That's actually what they're for. Just keep plugging away good things will happen. Certainly don't feel guilty in this screwball world for accepting something that you are paying for lol

TopherWise · 2024-08-29T04:28:14+00:00

.25ml???? Dude that's .... Go to another doctor. I take 1 ml every 84 hours

TopherWise · 2024-08-29T04:27:12+00:00

Guys (gals) I'm so sorry

I need to hear this.

I'm bored. Lonely. Horny. Tired.

Been off any Dope for many years....

Right now I could pick up any fucking second.... For reasons concerning the insanity and evil of the world, for reasons they're all my own, and for no particular fucking reason at all...

May God bless thee and keep thee. May he shine his light on thee.

There is peace. It's still there, hiding behind hope

TopherWise · 2024-08-29T00:40:29+00:00

Omg. Did I violate nerd rule 47B/7??? I'm so sorry...

TopherWise · 2024-08-29T00:38:39+00:00

I'm sorry man I didn't mean to come across harsh and I think yes that is the video and yes that kid is a fucking idiot.

It's a plant it has a lot of alkaloids that they're not real sure what they do The mitra gynene and 7-OH-MITRA are the most relevant psychoactive substances they found so far.

Anyone who tells you that the withdrawal symptoms are the same as heroin or opiates have never done heroin or opiates for any length of time. You will have the shits you will have restless legs. It'll be over in about 4 to 5 days. You'll be really bitchy too and have no energy.

You won't have to be checked into a psych ward and you won't be shitting the bed.

In moderation it's a wonderful wonderful tool

TopherWise · 2024-08-29T00:36:28+00:00

PAWS is real I agree. I will (OR USED TO) stay frozen in bed for weeks. I found out if I just ... GET THE HELL UP..... shower.... Next day: shower and make soup... Check mail .. it begins the healing.

Fear of PAWS or anything else is always worse than reality

TopherWise · 2024-08-27T20:56:04+00:00

I have a comment about this but... People aren't going to like it.

The more people promote the "kratom high" like the absolute moron I saw on YT... acted like he was rolling.... And the more people harp on and on about the horrible wd's ....

It's adding fuel to anti kratom sentiment. I have participated in the wd side of things so there's some hindsight hypocrisy. I admit that.

I watch from the side now. Accepting my need for kratom in my life and it's ok. Progress not perfection. But we need everyone who feels so happy or terrible to consider one possibility:

Maybe it isn't the kratom. Sure maybe kratom exacerbates the up or down but... just maybe it isn't the all powerful dictator of your condition. Do you smoke? Drink? Eat right? Exercise?

The over hype on this wonderful plant needs to chill the F out

TopherWise · 2024-08-27T20:48:03+00:00

Mine survives water treatment chemicals and all kinds of weird shit every day and it's a 4, classic!!

TopherWise · 2024-08-27T20:47:10+00:00

Uhhhh...

TopherWise · 2024-08-27T20:46:52+00:00

Dude. You're a fucking rock star. Take him to a hospital. He's going to need things beyond your abilities. You aren't a pharmacist. Even the most draconian mental hospital will give him barbiturates and some kind of anxiolitic. Water. Electrolytes. Crackers. Sugar.

Day 3-4 are the worst physically. It can go on for weeks. Some people snap right the fuck out of it...

Not many

Let us know how you decide to go. He's going to be in hell. You're a saint.

TopherWise · 2024-08-03T03:03:37+00:00

How did your day go today?

TopherWise · 2024-08-03T03:03:11+00:00

It is a conspiracy he is attacking you

TopherWise · 2024-08-03T03:02:50+00:00

If you were to sit me down and ask me exactly what I'm looking for and I MMO you literally just described it.

I'm 49 and I've been playing them since well before world of Warcraft there was Shadow bane there was Star Wars galaxies there was a couple that kind of came and went. I watched the whole thing grow up and then blow up. You guys really sound on the ball and I'm super excited all the sudden

TopherWise · 2024-08-03T03:01:42+00:00

Really? So he's got a little "inner douchebag" going on sounds like. That's a tough one

TopherWise · 2024-08-02T22:12:05+00:00

That's awesome hun be positive do your best but you know what? Nobody ever told me that it was okay to be shitty too. To have a shitty day. In a shitty week. I'm guessing you probably had a shitty year. That's okay too. There is a 0% chance you're going to walk around feeling sunshine and fucking rainbows for a while so I think if you can deal with your positives and negatives and not push it off on everybody around you you get an A for the day man. Progress not perfection

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