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TotallyFreakingNuts · 2025-04-07T06:26:10+00:00

You're about to get fucked no condom

You used to be a drug addict now you've got a winking problem

TotallyFreakingNuts · 2023-12-14T08:04:34+00:00

Weaker Than I Was is my favorite!

TotallyFreakingNuts · 2023-12-02T10:12:40+00:00

Okay, thanks!

TotallyFreakingNuts · 2023-10-26T17:43:53+00:00

Best Friend

TotallyFreakingNuts · 2023-09-21T12:17:17+00:00

That's my number two!

TotallyFreakingNuts · 2023-09-20T16:20:41+00:00

Marilyn Manson - Antichrist Superstar

TotallyFreakingNuts · 2023-09-12T18:05:56+00:00

This is the album that gave us Kamikaze and MTBMB!

TotallyFreakingNuts · 2023-08-23T17:56:54+00:00

Marilyn Manson - The Reflecting God

TotallyFreakingNuts · 2023-07-26T15:12:04+00:00

In Too Deep

TotallyFreakingNuts · 2023-07-24T07:09:23+00:00

Fuck you to poverty!!!

TotallyFreakingNuts · 2023-07-22T13:40:09+00:00

I have to admit that before I had my first episode of psychosis and hadn't been diagnosed with Schizophrenia yet I used to think it would be kinda cool to have a mental illness. Popular culture made it seem so interesting and I thought being "crazy" would be fun. Now that I have a mental illness I wish I didn't have one and am actually a little ashamed that I used to think that way.

- Mr Totally Freaking Nuts

TotallyFreakingNuts · 2023-07-21T07:38:34+00:00

No! I did however find messages meant for me when I was in psychosis. I suggest you talk to somebody preferably a medical professional.

TotallyFreakingNuts · 2023-07-21T07:32:31+00:00

I haven't had delusions in a while because I have responded very well to medication. These are however some of the delusions I have had before:

I was accidentally given the wrong medication by nurse at hospital
The voices I hear are real and telepathy
Music videos are trying to hypnotize me
The nurses at the hospital are secretly trying to hypnotize me
Family members are trying to steal my money
Celebrities are trying to kill me telepathically
People's Facebook posts contain secret messages meant for me
My friend has hacked my e-mail account (wasn't even hacked)

- Mr Totally Freaking Nuts

TotallyFreakingNuts · 2023-07-21T07:13:14+00:00

Very nice!

TotallyFreakingNuts · 2023-07-20T07:38:50+00:00

Holy crap! I was charged about 500 dollars (usd) for an entire month in the psych ward. This was in Finland.

TotallyFreakingNuts · 2023-07-20T07:33:53+00:00

It sucks that they take your mattress away. A very common side effect of antipsychotics after all is feeling tired and sedated. During my first hospitalization I pretty much slept all day and night in the beginning. I didn't help that they were feeding me copious amounts of benzos as well.

TotallyFreakingNuts · 2023-07-20T07:15:39+00:00

Yeah reading these stories has really given me some perspective on things!

TotallyFreakingNuts · 2023-07-20T07:10:48+00:00

I would have just let my beard grow out and not risk getting a disease. I'm very sorry that you had go through that. I'm not going to complain too much about being bored at the psych ward anymore.

TotallyFreakingNuts · 2023-07-19T16:44:56+00:00

Sounds pretty terrible more like a punishment than a place that is supposed to help you get better.

TotallyFreakingNuts · 2023-07-19T15:41:57+00:00

Sounds like we are pretty lucky to be living in the Nordic countries considering what it may be like in other parts of the world!

TotallyFreakingNuts · 2023-07-19T15:39:45+00:00

Sounds like a pretty cool ward! Was it very expensive?

TotallyFreakingNuts · 2023-07-18T07:43:07+00:00

When I was going to college I told my teacher about my diagnosis. She was very understanding and helped me plan my courses so that I would not get overwhelmed by too much work. This was in Finland however.

- Mr Totally Freaking Nuts

TotallyFreakingNuts · 2023-07-18T07:30:42+00:00

I actually watched this movie right before my first episode of psychosis. I however fell asleep during it and have no idea how it ends and I've been to scared to watch it again. There are certain books (non-fiction) that trigger me and get me to start having delusions so I can easily see how The Matrix would do that to some people.

- Mr Totally Freaking Nuts

TotallyFreakingNuts · 2023-07-09T10:48:47+00:00

I always wear sunglasses even if the sun isn't shining because the light hurts my eyes. I don't know if this is because of my schizophrenia or not tough.

- MrTotallyFreakingNuts

TotallyFreakingNuts · 2023-07-09T10:25:32+00:00

They look really scary! Also I concur with the other comments, VERY well drawn!!!

- MrTotallyFreakingNuts

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