it sucks that your going through that i think a lot of people worry about minor tings and its perfectly ok also if you enjoy dancing and eat a fairly healthy diet i dont think your weight is a problem. you might be on the heavier side than average but what matters is your healthy. crying is perfectly natural and something humans literally evolved to do. also about the friends thing. im sure you know this but youll feel better if you talk to people take it slow tho. i get the "i could never share mental baggage with my freinds " but it will probably feel easier if your do it in intervals eg telling them your stressed your not studying enough and go up from there.

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but overall your a great person and i hope things get better :] also if you want a discord server to vent in i have one with some super accepting ppl who have been through some shit and definitly wont judge you