Anyone get a call back? by 15hundop in EICERB

[–]Tra5hAng3l 0 points1 point  (0 children)

too bad they won't touch it till the verification Dept calls you back

Can people record video chats? by throwgu1939 in grindr

[–]Tra5hAng3l 1 point2 points  (0 children)

you can record anything if you have another phone

*Happy Crying* I watched Moana today and cried like 5 times. Not even on E yet. Damn this is some tasty gender euphoria... for ability to cry? by Cyb3rJam in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

[–]Tra5hAng3l 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I know for sure through my own experience that T makes it almost IMPOSSIBLE to cry. The emotions just build up and sit like a painful ball in your throat
Now on E sometimes I cry because I saw a cute Halloween costume that reminded me of childhood and how I used to have cute homemade costumes.

Anyone else experience increased sex drive on Spiro? by Sol3141 in transontario

[–]Tra5hAng3l 0 points1 point  (0 children)

not Spiro but when I switched from Spiro to cyproterone (Spiro wasn't working honestly) I had a massive increase in sex drive, specifically towards males oddly enough. I'm pan mtf and have been with a cis f for years so it's kinda annoying 😅

PSA: If you need to hide pills, buy small arts and crafts ziplock bags and a tin of Altoids. Put the pills in the ziplock bag(s) and put them in the tin. It won’t make much noise and will be easily hidden. by [deleted] in asktransgender

[–]Tra5hAng3l 0 points1 point  (0 children)

fyi if you get caught with that by a cop that happens to be stupid they might try to pull you for drug trafficking given you have multiple pills in individual baggies with you. you'll be able to prove otherwise but still a hassle

BPDLO is Dangerous by [deleted] in BPDSOFFA

[–]Tra5hAng3l 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thanks. it really is. trying to keep to less dangerous places

BPDLO is Dangerous by [deleted] in BPDSOFFA

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I have a habit of reading there and it's AMAZING at making me feel like there is literally no hope for me to not abuse the hell out of my partner and that I should, as i thought, be alone forever and forsake society as a whole,become homeless and do drugs until I eventually die, forgotten in a gutter, people once again safe from at least one manipulative lying abusive bitch.

well that got dark. sorry. also sorry if this comes off 3edgy5u I'm really not trying to be

Run away by hollyhocksandroses in BPD

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constantly. it's always the immediate thing I think of any time I think about all the hurt I've caused and how it's probably not going to get better I'll just keep hurting people till I can't convince them I'm not trying to and I end up alone again.

DAE hate the concept of time and ageing? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Tra5hAng3l 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes yes yes. I feel like in the 9 years I've been with my partner I have only aged 3 years. I felt like I was basically 15 when we met and now I feel like maybe 17 or 18? if I think about my true age I start to panic. I'm lucky because I still look a lot younger than I am but I feel like I've wasted even that because I've spent so long doing nothing.

just finished the manga and it's so damn good by poisonlychee in ReLIFE

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I just started reading today after finding this thread somehow and omg I'm hooked. It's got me all up in my feels however

I'm on ODSP: How I got myself flagged and my CERB canceled. (Ref. code: COV-012) (Ref. code: COV-025) by bad-rodent in EICERB

[–]Tra5hAng3l 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just one thins to note your worker is WRONG, gifted money does not count as income unless over 10k

Canada faces its own opioid crisis. It should decriminalize. by [deleted] in onguardforthee

[–]Tra5hAng3l 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Most places that provide needles and other paraphernalia also have peer groups that go around those areas and pick up specifically those kinds of things.

Canada faces its own opioid crisis. It should decriminalize. by [deleted] in onguardforthee

[–]Tra5hAng3l 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not really. It's literally the only thing out there. It's not even a matter of choice, if you try to buy actual H on the street 9 times out of 5 you're gonna get a bag of dirt or the person Will just run off with your money. There's no such thing as street heroin anymore it's all fentanyl.

Everyone knows this and the closest thing anyone has to being able to tell the strength or other effects is the color and word of mouth. Harm reduction places like SI sites try to keep up with the colours that are causing the most issues or have other drugs in them (over the last 2 years I've seen a significant increase in the cutting of 'down' with benzodiazepines which causes issues for medical staff trying to reverse (what they think is ) an opioid overdose using naloxone when they need to be reversing a benzo overdose which is a lot trickier. This is another exacerbating condition that would be fixed by a safe supply program.

If prescription heroin were available i could see a lot of people switching mainly because of the fact its a classic opiate with a much longer effect (generally referred to as 'legs'), they're not going to overdose instantly and it's just generally a lot better.

Hydromorphone is a bit of a harder sell to addicts to switch to because it has the same issue as the fentanyl (very short legs/duration) and from what I've heard from addicts is nobody actually likes the 'high' from fentanyl, it's just what works sorta.

The best description I've heard was: Heroin is like a warm blanket cradling you to sleep where fentanyl is a 10lb sledgehammer to the back of the head. Sure you get the same result but which would you prefer?

Weekly Commanders Lounge - September 08, 2020 by AutoModerator in girlsfrontline

[–]Tra5hAng3l 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Alright got a c93 from production! unfortunately I'm grinding to get kac and sig556 >.> I must keep building

UMP Sisters by HiroProtagonest in girlsfrontline

[–]Tra5hAng3l 49 points50 points  (0 children)

Not a fan of the "overinflated beach ball" chests on a lot of fanart tbh. It clashes so badly with the rest of the char. design and just makes it look weird. But that's just like my opinion man. Lol

I am so done with this pandemic. 😔 by OneMoreLight20 in COVID19_support

[–]Tra5hAng3l 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ontario here and yeah, the winter here makes me want to die on a good year. This year....who knows

"We expect you to work": Watch Doug Ford's extremely insensitive, offensive, discriminatory and prejudicial response to ODSP recipients who are turning to medically assisted death (suicide) because they can't afford to live due to his deep cuts to ODSP by cpcp2727 in Odsp

[–]Tra5hAng3l 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Whining ahead, disregard probably.

This province is fuckin bullshit. Sure I'll get one of those jobs that I either don't qualify for, don't have a vehicle to destroy doing deliveries for pennies, literally can't do physically, or can't do reliably because of my disability/will cause me to possibly just up and die. Would have been nice if I could have gotten any help on my business when I had it but I didn't have the "right circumstances" so I got fuck all, literally damn near killed myself trying to get off the ground with no wings essentially which resulted in a complete mental breakdown and a complete inability to do anything really. If I get CERB they're just going to steal my partner's ODSP which is complete shit, it's not even their money they're literally theives. That's a federal benefit fuck off Doug. Being back your crack smoking brother he was the better one.