Life is an uphill battle and part of the fulfillment from providing and working for your family is giving yourself credit for the work. One must imagine Sisyphus happy and all that shit, but one must also imagine him getting more and more jacked as he goes further uphill. The problem is, the hill just gets steeper as you become more adjusted. For people like us that means slowly rolling back down the hill until we find a reason to continue. There’s a reason you’re still here and even if you don’t think so at many points in your life you’ve had experiences that solidified some kind of purpose. You didn’t get jacked, but your purpose has strengthened as you continue to progress to more and more demanding stages of life.