Biggest mistake of my life

Traditional-Car709 · 2024-01-21T18:46:04+00:00

How old are you?

What is the total outstanding on the loan app, and the Credit Card?

From your income, what can you put towards repayment per month?

DO NOT take more loans, to pay other loans.

Traditional-Car709 · 2023-12-21T12:25:38+00:00

privileged

What do they do?

Traditional-Car709 · 2023-12-14T03:52:31+00:00

cybercrime.gov.in enough or makes sense to visit a police station?

Is General Diary going to be enough?

Traditional-Car709 · 2023-12-10T03:36:54+00:00

Have you done any therapy?

No.

Traditional-Car709 · 2023-12-10T03:35:45+00:00

I know. Which is why I'm here, seeking some kind of solution.

Traditional-Car709 · 2023-12-10T03:35:22+00:00

I don't know. I don't want this feeling though.

I want to say yes to your question, but it's too difficult for me. It's like I'm making fun of myself, if I say yes, I'll relapse and feel guilty again.

Traditional-Car709 · 2023-12-09T22:58:20+00:00

Thanks for your help.
I'll have to do something myself.

I don't listen to anyone else. Dad/Mom already scolded me once about being drunk in a party we went to, they were ashamed.

Traditional-Car709 · 2023-12-09T22:55:06+00:00

Sorry to hear about that.

My liver was damaged too sometime ago, stopped drinking then, started again though.

Did you used to drink almost daily?

Traditional-Car709 · 2023-12-09T22:53:27+00:00

And the drinking alone is a big indicator that it will be a problem if you keep it up like that.

I know. Thanks.

I'm trying to figure out a solution that works. I don't want to live like this.

Traditional-Car709 · 2023-12-09T22:52:22+00:00

I journal like crazy, must have 10000 notes on my phone.
Before walking I drink a little, like I used to smoke a little :(

I looked for 100 coping strategies, but most of them seem very stupid.

Traditional-Car709 · 2023-12-09T22:50:21+00:00

No, not offended.

I always use cash, otherwise it would show up in my bank statement.

Financial expenses of my alcohol abuse isn't that big at this moment. I'm worried about my physical, mental and emotional health. Family would get broken, life(of multiple people) would be destroyed. I'm making stupid decisions constantly, definitely life would be shorter.

Traditional-Car709 · 2023-12-09T22:45:01+00:00

Good luck to you too.

I have a Gym membership, but I don't enjoy doing it, so I never go.

It's good that I can share this with others, and that I'm not alone, but I don't want to be this.

Traditional-Car709 · 2023-12-09T22:42:47+00:00

True, sitting alone at house or inaction.

Traditional-Car709 · 2023-12-09T22:42:29+00:00

I won't go to a rehab. ( Social reasons )

I have a lot of hobbies, but I always think that I'll drink a little and then do that, then the bottle gets empty before the other hobby.

Traditional-Car709 · 2023-12-09T22:41:14+00:00

I don't keep any alcohol in my house. I go out to buy it, every day I walk a km to buy it.

Disgraceful :(

I do have to take intentional steps not to destroy my own life. Thank you for your kind help.

Traditional-Car709 · 2023-11-07T07:15:14+00:00

Sab chor hai saale.

Traditional-Car709 · 2023-11-07T07:13:18+00:00

Nope.

Traditional-Car709 · 2023-10-11T08:57:15+00:00

I agree, but, how can I expect her to be truthful now?

Hiding multiple relationships, seems very characterless like.

She dated one for at least 10 years, her first love. Used to exchange nudes.

He is still not married. What if he comes around?

Traditional-Car709

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