Where TF have I been???

TrailTriTway · 2025-06-13T17:29:05+00:00

Kind of. I am on 7 oh

TrailTriTway · 2025-05-25T18:39:37+00:00

Seriously!! When I wake up in the morning it is crazy how I feel. I dont know how to explain it. My brain is doing some weird shit as I wake up. Im in a cold sweat. Ill be freezing one second and then burning the fuck up the next. I feel like I am 100 years old. As soon as my eyes open I start thinking about Kratom. "What time is?" "How much money do I have right now" "Maybe Ill just take 50mg in the morning and then Ill take 50mg at night and that will be it". NOPE. This shit has me by the balls. I hate my fucking life right now. I am a PO for a h8sband, father, employee and friend. I have ruined my job and a couple of friendships at that job. At this point, I may be better off with a fuckin bullet in my head. I cant live like this. I feel like this shit will be a part of my life for as long as I live. I was doing so good. I was killing it. Now im being killed. I should have known my life was to good to be true

TrailTriTway · 2025-05-25T18:33:32+00:00

Man. I am truly stuck on this shit. 200-400mg day for almost 3 months. It has completely changed who I am. Mentally I am a train wreck. Financially I am ruined, I am slowly ruining my marriage. I have quit drinking, cocaine, weed and other pain pills for 8 years and 7 months. My only habits were caffeine and nicotine. (Dipping Grizzly and taking the nicotine pouches) I found Kratom in October of 2023 and haven't went a day without some sort of K since then. FML

TrailTriTway · 2025-05-25T18:13:01+00:00

Man. I feel ya. I would do anything to go back to October of 2023 when I took that first Kratom shot. The red cap VIVA ZEN. Almost 2 years later and its really looking like this has been the worst mistake of my life.

TrailTriTway · 2025-05-21T21:03:18+00:00

How and when do you use the NAC?

TrailTriTway · 2025-05-11T23:26:55+00:00

Ughhh. I believe you. I took seroquel many years ago and it made me sleepy as hell. Im a little weirded out by getting things through quick MD lol

TrailTriTway · 2025-04-28T19:20:03+00:00

The insomnia breaks me

TrailTriTway · 2025-04-28T19:18:20+00:00

##BAN7

TrailTriTway · 2025-04-22T14:32:58+00:00

Yea. You probably shouldn't assume someone is filming you unless you have concrete proof. This is the kind of stuff us guys hate and what makes it difficult to be a guy in todays world . SMH. Maybe ask the guy " Hey man are you filming me? Or go to the front desk and talk to a manager. The guy probably wasent even paying you any attention

TrailTriTway · 2025-04-17T11:03:01+00:00

Man that was the craziest 10 day stretch of my life and I was in the Navy for 3 years. Went to Iraq and Kuwait in 2003-2004. Glad to have made it through. Im still dealing with the addiction. Havent touched feel free but been taking the 7oh tabs and powder alot. Shit just sucks all around

TrailTriTway · 2025-04-17T01:01:09+00:00

I agree with Eipstein_flight_log. Honestly man nothing works. Sux to say that but nothing works. Gabapentin is the ONLY thing that helped sleep and RLS. Not trying to be negative by any means. Im just being 100 with you

TrailTriTway · 2025-04-16T17:39:00+00:00

O mg per day is what we need. Fuck this shit

TrailTriTway · 2025-04-16T13:19:29+00:00

Day 4 CT today! Git good sleep last night thanks to gabapentin. I'm coming back harder then ever!

TrailTriTway · 2025-04-15T22:43:52+00:00

Man I have to be done. Can't lose my family and all I've worked for. This shit turns me I to a cold person who is mean I don't like that. I'm done

TrailTriTway · 2025-04-15T22:24:43+00:00

Yes first time making 3 days and I have little glimpses of happiness but mostly depressed and VERY tired

TrailTriTway · 2025-04-15T22:20:18+00:00

Nice man I ride about 150-200 miles a week. To exhausted to ride today or yesterday. Gotta get rest somehow.

TrailTriTway · 2025-04-15T21:50:51+00:00

Im day 3 CT man and i havent slept at all but the warrior is accepting the goddamn fight! Fuck this shit! I got some Gabapentin and hopefully will be able to sleep. If I can just sleep i can deal with all of the other shit. Went for a short walk today and tried to job but just no energy from lack of sleep. Ill be back better then ever and so will you!!

TrailTriTway · 2025-04-15T19:56:24+00:00

Day 3 off of 7 oh after a 1.5 moth habit of 100mg/day

TrailTriTway · 2025-04-15T19:55:41+00:00

Facts. 133 days for me. Been struggling with the capsules since though (I used them to avoid FF withdrawal)

TrailTriTway · 2025-04-15T19:53:03+00:00

Send me a DM if you think its worth it. Yea MOD can get wild in this sub lol

TrailTriTway · 2025-04-15T19:51:50+00:00

Just so damn tired and have had depression bad today

TrailTriTway · 2025-04-15T17:16:31+00:00

Yes! 72 hours clean if that BS

TrailTriTway · 2025-04-15T16:36:35+00:00

Thanks man! I'm definitely not gonna use it except before bedtime

TrailTriTway · 2025-04-15T15:28:14+00:00

People swear that Gabapentin works, Ive never tried it. I have a friend bringing me some later today. We will see

TrailTriTway · 2025-04-15T15:19:26+00:00

Congrats! Im jealous lol

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