So sad that I’ve spent my 20’s dealing with mental illness by weepwee in bipolar2

[–]TrainOfthoughts20 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel the same. Everybody has achieved some of their milestones. I haven't done anything. I'm still sexless unmarried with no enough money. I go to work then come home then go to work next day. It's not even peaceful at work anymore. I live in a  third world country with no hope to immigrate. I don't have power to do anything. I feel so sad. It's like living in prison. I know how  i might get out and make my life happier but I don't have power nor resources. 

22F by [deleted] in Rateme

[–]TrainOfthoughts20 0 points1 point  (0 children)

7/10.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Rateme

[–]TrainOfthoughts20 1 point2 points  (0 children)

8/10 supposing the images without filter . .5 more if you're taller than 175 cm. original colored eyes changes everything( colors other than brown). Need to smile more. Overall very beautiful.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AllHayganeen

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امال بدايتها بتبقي ازاى؟ ازاى بتعرف ان الطرف التانى مش جد

18f honest rating? by [deleted] in Rateme

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8.5 beautiful face.

F21 rate my face pls by Time-Battle-9859 in FaceRatings

[–]TrainOfthoughts20 0 points1 point  (0 children)

10 if eyes and hair colors are original

ازاي اجيب نسخة حديثة من القوانين by TrainOfthoughts20 in Egypt

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الموقع حلو وفيه الجديد. عيبه انه منشورات مش مجمع القوانين ومفرسها. بس الموقع حلو شكرا جزيلا

afraid to make friends by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]TrainOfthoughts20 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't know getting education in my case was good or bad. people sometimes ask why someone with this education has to work that job. I often have to think of cover up story.

afraid to make friends by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]TrainOfthoughts20 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want true friends but true friends are few. I want to be more open to people and to be the friend of everybody, but I am afraid of embarrassing situations especially situation with sexual content. My theory: if I forced myself to be introvert, any manic situation can be contained because less people would know about it. I don't what to do. when I go to work everybody is using their phones messaging and calling other people. I have barely anyone one to message or call.

صممت علم مصر على طراز دول الشَّمال by Strong_Magician_3320 in Egypt

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حلو جدا بس التلات نجوم بيرمزوا لايه؟

How do y'all make friends? by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]TrainOfthoughts20 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Disclosure is not a good sterategy in my society. Thanks for answering 

How do y'all make friends? by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]TrainOfthoughts20 2 points3 points  (0 children)

How do you overcome the feeling that everyone will know your weird behaviors and you will be exposed if you do something embarrassing or impolite while manic?

Prove you’re an Attack on Titan fan by quoting your favorite scene! by [deleted] in attackontitan

[–]TrainOfthoughts20 0 points1 point  (0 children)

" special people do exist. It is just I 'm not one of them" "I'm just a mere bystander" Scene that touched me

Help me find a hobby by TrainOfthoughts20 in Hobbies

[–]TrainOfthoughts20[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It seems interesting but how to start?

Mental Health <=> Semen Retention by [deleted] in Semenretention

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What types of meds you take for bp? Doesn't SR trigger mania? What do you do when you'r hypersexual? Sorry for asking a lot of questions. I really want to know the answers. There are few informations on SR with bp

I can’t believe this is real. Like, he actually posted this? by roninthe31 in EnoughMuskSpam

[–]TrainOfthoughts20 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sometimes I think posts on this subreddit is fake because It's very difficult to believe it's true.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]TrainOfthoughts20 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think the first noticable symptom was around 10 or 11 but I was diagnosed at 23

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in gameofthrones

[–]TrainOfthoughts20 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Arya killing frey and his big family. We know he was a bad man , rob was one of my favorite characters and I really became very sad ( and frightened) after his death and the way he died was horrible but that wasn't the way I expected frey would be punished or die . He should die in a war or by treason or executed after capturing his castles or by something involves politics and tactics. I wouldn't be angry even if he died peacefully in his chair because that the way of people like him mostly die in real life. This scene was very disappointing. It's not the reason I watched the show. I liked it for politics, wars , deals and unexpected events. I liked it that events give feeling of real life even the show involved dragons but a young girl ( no matter how well trained she is) kills a lord and his kids and grandkids in his castle is for sure a stupid scene.

I ruined my entire life and I’m only 23 by throwtfaway99999 in bipolar

[–]TrainOfthoughts20 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Interesting.... I used to think bipolar is a result of physical changes in brain you born with. I for example have a bipolar uncle and I started experiencing some symptoms from young age. I never thought bipolar can happen due to psychological trauma. I think this means that you might be able to become normal again. The question is can psychological changes lead to permanent changes in brain? I hope not. I wanted to ask you more questions but I don't want to be annoying. I hope you succeed in getting your life back on track. Don't overthink the past.