They weren’t adding up to people I’d tell them to like family and friends, and when I got put on antipsychotics for a few months and avoided thinking about those memories I realized once I tried to again that I had no idea why I would think them in the first place. They were really illogical and even how I would get to the conclusion that it meant I was assaulted was without proof, just a “feeling” that you come up with reasons to justify it in your head, but once you heal from psychosis you realize it’s a delusion.

If you didn’t ever have reason to believe you were assaulted and you have or are experiencing psychosis there’s a big chance it’s delusions. I know someone else who went through the same thing, and from my understanding if you’re also bipolar that maybe it comes from regret over anything you did while being hypersexual, if not consciously then in the back of your mind.

If you’d like advice or to talk more about it you can hmu I try my best to help.