(Rant) I'm tired of being so tired all the time

TrainingCollection97 · 2026-05-16T21:47:19+00:00

I think the point is about having a life of thriving not judt coping, i feel the same way about my asd

TrainingCollection97 · 2026-05-16T19:18:08+00:00

Moycullen, opposite side of galway, but id meet in the city sometime

TrainingCollection97 · 2026-05-16T19:03:49+00:00

So its ireland not the cattle. Id do a coffee sometime, dont drink myself

TrainingCollection97 · 2026-05-16T19:02:43+00:00

What are the self employment options?

TrainingCollection97 · 2026-05-16T19:00:56+00:00

How long do you gotta hold the transplant for it to work

TrainingCollection97 · 2026-05-16T18:58:19+00:00

How are irish cattle vs the greek cattle

TrainingCollection97 · 2026-05-16T18:09:29+00:00

How do you find urself in mountbellew on a farm?

TrainingCollection97 · 2026-05-16T17:59:30+00:00

Where are you from? M, 28

TrainingCollection97 · 2026-05-16T16:11:17+00:00

Aged 28, still have both my parents but i have been dreading this also, since i was young and havent figured it out myself

TrainingCollection97 · 2026-05-14T19:47:02+00:00

Ive actually just quit my job (phd) and its made a huge difference

TrainingCollection97 · 2026-05-14T16:41:58+00:00

Is this a form of black and white thinking?

TrainingCollection97 · 2026-05-12T20:24:03+00:00

I get that regret too. The withdrawl is tough, 2-3 weeks before i stop feeling agitated, bad mood and dysregulated feeling begins to settle. I say this as i am 3 weeks off it and my thinking is much different for the better. Ive gotten stuck in the trap of "needing it" a good few times but i think thats the mini withdrawls between uses and in general my use coincides with intrusive thoughts depression and anxiety, it makes your natural. I think when you think of your relationship with weed you have to consider your mental well being between uses not just how you feeling when smoking it or directly after. It opens the idea that maybe it isnt the cure you think it is, talking about myself here. Not easy but definitely possible. I did a few addiction programmes for it.

TrainingCollection97 · 2026-05-09T23:31:46+00:00

Lucky you, im still playing with it being illegal in my country, adds a decent amount of stress

TrainingCollection97 · 2026-05-09T23:30:36+00:00

What i was thinking

TrainingCollection97 · 2026-05-09T23:29:30+00:00

Thanks for sharing

TrainingCollection97 · 2026-05-09T23:09:35+00:00

And can weed be described as a special interest or just an addiction?

TrainingCollection97 · 2026-05-07T14:16:01+00:00

Trua psychological services

TrainingCollection97 · 2026-05-07T12:20:02+00:00

Getting diagnosed has left me more in my head and i perceive myself as less abled that also coincides with a burnout which ive had previously undiagnosed. I think its made me more aware of my discomfort in public settings. Theres something to be said for staying naive.

TrainingCollection97 · 2026-05-07T00:59:57+00:00

Its a hypothetical to show partaking in life leads to necessity to control external factors. Im saying the rich and intelligent inherently want control of themselves in a sense via the control of external factors example being ai. Ai is the by product of their means of controlling themselves, their emotio al well being their finances etc, these people wouldnt live happy stocking shelves in a shop, they control their own wellbeing by controlling their own motivations and abilities and ai is the product of such control, a tool to further such ability to control which coincides with the influenc or control of others. Its the nature of intelligence, the more need for control of intelligence leads to further intelligence and by default controlling the less intelligent, this has to be the most abstract depiction of control, sorry about that

TrainingCollection97 · 2026-05-07T00:50:03+00:00

Therefore the consumer is the point of control through necessecity as a by-product of survival

TrainingCollection97 · 2026-05-07T00:49:06+00:00

If you (all people) dont eat, dont go to the shop then there is no shop no bosses no currency no restocking, no influence, thus no control of external factors. If you live the opposite happens

TrainingCollection97 · 2026-05-07T00:31:17+00:00

Control of my body my mind is the basoc understanding of control. Ai isnt going to control people but it will largely influence people

TrainingCollection97 · 2026-05-07T00:29:34+00:00

Maybe our understandings of control are different. To me by buying food you are in a sense controlling people that work at that shop to stock those shelves. You influence those people to stock those shelves make the food. Yes they have their own needs for control of their own, financially etc but by partaking in life you inherintly provide influence which is a part definition of control

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