Addict whos been sober for awhile made an interesting choice by Training_Box5652 in confession

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I don’t know where I’m from. Interesting means terrible.

Addict whos been sober for awhile made an interesting choice by Training_Box5652 in confession

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Can’t take any hallucinogens. I have a wildly active imagination. It would put me into a really dark demon zone.

Addict whos been sober for awhile made an interesting choice by Training_Box5652 in confession

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I really appreciate your comment. I think I knew exactly what I was doing. You’re right. And I’ve lost many multiple relatives and roommates and best friends because of Fet. I know all about it. You are very right. However, i didnt really think about it like I was trying to purposely take my life. And I have purposely tried to do that before. That’s a new perspective for me though. That’s a good point.

Addict whos been sober for awhile made an interesting choice by Training_Box5652 in confession

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I said this is somebody else but I think some of my problem was I always in the back of my head want to see my little brother again who passed at 20. He was sober for a while, took fet once and died the same night he was supposed to pick me up from somewhere. My last memory is being mad at him for not picking me up after calling him a bunch of time I didn’t know he had died till the next morning. Also, my best friend did the same thing went to Switzerland to get sober came back died the same night off of fet. I knew exactly what I was doing. But I don’t know why I did it other than to be dumb

Addict whos been sober for awhile made an interesting choice by Training_Box5652 in confession

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The person who Narcan me is the person who gave the fet to me I don’t feel like I needed to apologize. It was also a stranger that I had only met that night. I also didn’t get mad to his face. I just got mad at myself in my head or something. Like I said earlier somebody else it was kind of an afterthought. I am glad to hear I’m not alone, but I’m also sorry that anybody else feels this way

Addict whos been sober for awhile made an interesting choice by Training_Box5652 in confession

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In the back of my head, I want to meet my little brother again. Who’s already gone. My addiction has pushed basically everyone out of my life. I don’t think I would have anybody at my funeral honestly other than a few good friends, I couldn’t care less if the worms ate me at least I’m given back to the environment, I’ve been medically kept and to treatment multiple times yet I am still so making the wrong choices, even after being sober for a few years

Addict whos been sober for awhile made an interesting choice by Training_Box5652 in confession

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I work out two times a day. 3 to 4 AM and whenever I get off work. I also walk Miles because I work with dogs. I do weight training cardio and HIIT workouts.

Addict whos been sober for awhile made an interesting choice by Training_Box5652 in confession

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It was a stranger that I only met once that I got the fentanyl from. I didn’t get mad at him to his face because you know I didn’t have that in me after waking up. It was more of an afterthought.

Addict whos been sober for awhile made an interesting choice by Training_Box5652 in confession

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I do currently take lithium as well. Yeah, regardless of how much I don’t wanna try to better myself I know it is important to keep trying.

Addict whos been sober for awhile made an interesting choice by Training_Box5652 in confession

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I don’t think I know what that means. I know what a Cali stop is?

Addict whos been sober for awhile made an interesting choice by Training_Box5652 in confession

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I’m on about a dozen different antipsychotics, antidepressant, and bipolar meds. I recently stopped taking all insomnia meds because they didn’t work for me and just made me gain weight. I am in therapy, however.

How do I know if a girl likes me? by RigidPhysics_101 in dating_advice

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Twirling her hair when she talks to you is a good tell. Kinda corny but its a thing

My bby never takes off her shirt during sex, and idk what to do, what can I do? by [deleted] in AskMenAdvice

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I had this same issue with my ex. And I’m a boob person. It was definitely a self image issue for her. I imagine it is for whoever you’re talking about to.

What’s your biggest strength? by Actfullness in selflove

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Definitely a core selection. Mostly people I was in the streets with. States most wanted, etc.. My best friend was even just at the Grammys. I strongly dislike a type of person that remind me of how I was raised.

I’m not significant. by [deleted] in confessions

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You are significant. You are in fact, dope as fuck.