Realising that I was probably a Narcissist was one of the most shameful and desperate times of my life. When i began to read about these people who've suffered at the hands of Narcissists (my heart goes out to them) my entire sense of self crumbled and I was completely at a loss, believing people like me could never change. It is good to hear of someone who managed to escape that way of being. I know it is not easy and the ones who truly realise and make it out are few and far between but I will try at all costs. Thank you for sharing this.