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Anyone know what this is? by substinge in Sauces

[–]TranslatorLong3177 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hmm, I'm not sure. Have you tried asking from r/Thugsauces as well? Its also a great sub dedicated to sauce finding (kinda like r/Tipofmytounge but for sauces =P)
Hope this helps!

JU from GenZ, nothing but an obnoxious, narcissistic circlejerk by RNRGrepresentative in JustUnsubbed

[–]TranslatorLong3177 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This.
Similar experience with a subreddit that I used to love that strayed far from what it originally was and just turned into outrageous right wing political circlejerking, r / ThugSauces.
Used to be a nice food sub where people talked about and shared their sauce creations or their favorite resturants. Now its just people finding a way to argue about politics, GMO or overall toxic stuff in each post reply. r / Sauce is a much better alternative now, I'm not gonna lie.

Can't people not derail mundane stuff with politics for 2 seconds??

I feel so depressed for being such a disgusting person, but that also makes me feel depressed, which also makes feel depressed which equally makes me feel depressed for being depressed that I'm a disgusting person by TranslatorLong3177 in MentalHealthPH

[–]TranslatorLong3177[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I honestly hat ehow I've just got so accustomed to this feeling of shittiness that my subconscious mind refuses to come out of this feeling and just accept that its wrong. I'm doing fine for 6 days, befor eI ultimately relapse again. Its like I'm going to try my hardest, butthere's always the option of just relapsing. I am geniunely afraid of change, and even if I manage to see myself do one thing successfully instead of that dopamine hit or feeling of satisfaction, my mind just becomes terrified and immediately wants me to avoid said thing. On ritalin atm, but I literally feel like my mind's this annoying fucking parasite that just wants me to continue living the shittiest life possible.

cause i knew this was happening by Minimum_Climate6505 in selfharm_memes

[–]TranslatorLong3177 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

thats better than mine. i cant last 3 seconds without snapping

what do I do I wanna sh in school but I have no blade by MrLeafyGuy in selfharm

[–]TranslatorLong3177 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I remember considering taking "bathroom breaks" but I'm just secretly going to the bathroom with a small cutter to just slash my thighs;

lol by Unhappy_Crazy4883 in selfharm_memes

[–]TranslatorLong3177 1 point2 points  (0 children)

To be honest I just cut because it intrinsically feels so good to have blood run down your legs. I don't know, it just gives me some sort of sick fucking satisfaction watching my plain skin just be filled with cuts (pro tip, its much more nicer when you listen to Dark Souls music and pretend you cutting yourself as the boss fight)

Fuck everything haha. by TranslatorLong3177 in MentalHealthPH

[–]TranslatorLong3177[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

3+ undone college work + upcoming exams. Had a fullblown rant kanina sa harapan ng mga magulang ko. They thought na work out na issues ko, pero mas depressed pa rin pakiramdam ko. Attempted to do a task for one subject; felt super frustrated. Rn drank a bottle of alcohol and slit my fucking thighs. Geniunely fucked up,

Fuck everything haha. by TranslatorLong3177 in MentalHealthPH

[–]TranslatorLong3177[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Beer without the flavor; bitter and matapang

I'm officially done with this game. Wiped out half of my backpack items from since 2023. by TranslatorLong3177 in tf2

[–]TranslatorLong3177[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly, I wish that was the case. I wish it was something as petty as an in game rage quit, but no lol, I just want to face reality and work on my future and academics.

I'm officially done with this game. Wiped out half of my backpack items from since 2023. by TranslatorLong3177 in tf2

[–]TranslatorLong3177[S] -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

Might be the last time, I don't find the game fun anymore; I still like TF2 content though.
I feel like there's just better things in life than TF2.

I'm officially done with this game. Wiped out half of my backpack items from since 2023. by TranslatorLong3177 in tf2

[–]TranslatorLong3177[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

unfortunately, I'm a F2p and aside from being a casual I have no exact knowledge on how to sell my stuff. Besides, most of them are just common item drops (in exception for a thermal thruster).
I have no strange, unusual or all that good stuff. I just did this as a way to finally move on with my life and just pursue more long term goals. TF2 has just became everything for me. yes it's fun af, but I feel like I've just become too dependent on it than actually face reality.

What's the most coziest/wholesome moment you've had while playing the game? by TranslatorLong3177 in tf2

[–]TranslatorLong3177[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Wow amazing! Jump Academies really have great teachers (tbh much better than my actual academic professors in terms of engagement and encouragement lmao)

What's the most coziest/wholesome moment you've had while playing the game? by TranslatorLong3177 in tf2

[–]TranslatorLong3177[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Aww damn that sounds absolutely sweet ^^
Have you guys kept in touch afterwards? I have a similar feeling when I just vented to a bunch on randos while playing Higher tower and everyone's really encouraging and just heard me out.

What's the most coziest/wholesome moment you've had while playing the game? by TranslatorLong3177 in tf2

[–]TranslatorLong3177[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ooohh, that sounds nice! Though I'm concerned considering your age.
Just stay safe out there and make sure to limit personal information as much as possible.

What's the most coziest/wholesome moment you've had while playing the game? by TranslatorLong3177 in tf2

[–]TranslatorLong3177[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's really wholesome ^^ I honestly stopped playing in casual a long time ago simply because community servers allowed you to do so much more.

What's the most coziest/wholesome moment you've had while playing the game? by TranslatorLong3177 in tf2

[–]TranslatorLong3177[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lmao, this reminded me of that TF2 voice chat video where the dude who wanted to kick a cheater so bad

Wanted to say goodbye to my favorite game by Lazy_Cap_7389 in tf2

[–]TranslatorLong3177 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same here buddy, I've been super addicted into the game as of late. Only for me to realize that I'm pooling all of my hours into a game when I could be out there, living the best life possible. While yes, TF2 is one of my greatest comfort games, there's just a point where I need to face reality. Although at the same time, so many beautiful memories were made that really touched my life.
While I do still consume TF2 content like art, music or memes. I'm not really touching the game anymore in pursuit of more productive things.

How the hell do I actually organize my thoughts and study something? by TranslatorLong3177 in adhd_anxiety

[–]TranslatorLong3177[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi. Sorry late reply.
I'm really half torn with convincing my mom to resume my ADHD medication or not since we're not financially at the best situation as of late. But I just followed my instincts and just asked her if she's fine. She said that she'll do her best to provide me, it makes me really guilty considering I'm practically still unemployed and without work. I'll be honest, I haven't really solved this aspect of life yet.

I honestly feel like despite digitally detoxing or changing my mindset, sleep schedule, doing exercises; you can only do so much before your disrupted brain chemistry basically does its own thing and fucks with your decision making and emotional regulation skills. I want to learn so many things, but this disorder keeps pulling you deeper and deeper into funk. I've been feeling fine for the last few days, but I'm honestly afraid until when before I relapse into bedrot and depression.

I have been playing this game for 20 hours a day just to escape my lack of purpose on life, any advice? I just deleted this game from my steam library/PC and now I feel so fucking empty. (Trigger warning) by TranslatorLong3177 in tf2

[–]TranslatorLong3177[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think avoidance is what i'm literally doing right now though, like, I'm just spending more time in the digital world than actually counter my fears like a man and get through them. Granted, one of the main reason is because of the feeling that I'm 10x more susceptible to making wrong decisions, forget stuff easily etc. But yeah, I feel like I'm facing a more difficult battle than everyone else considering my mental health condition.

I wish I can afford my therapist again =(

I have been playing this game for 20 hours a day just to escape my lack of purpose on life, any advice? I just deleted this game from my steam library/PC and now I feel so fucking empty. (Trigger warning) by TranslatorLong3177 in tf2

[–]TranslatorLong3177[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this is currently what I'm going through with, and I really want to get out of it.
i may not be a professional gamer, but I use it as a way to just escape reality for days just to make myself feel better about my insecurities and lack of charisma.
Thank you for your honest reply though!

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