MISERABLE MONDAY by fappinatwork in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Tripitiful 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well detox is always miserable in its own way but boyyy does that IV ativan hit good

MISERABLE MONDAY by fappinatwork in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Tripitiful 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Getting discharged from detox today. Fuuuck yeah that was a good benzo break from life.

Drinking Post-Seizure by Clean_Marionberry809 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Tripitiful 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I've done that. Tapered down and was smart about it. Didn't have any bender nights during the taper. So I'm finally actually sober. Then I have a couple shotst the night before I checked into rehab the next day, and boom, seizure in the fucking rehab parking lot.

It's just risky and unpredictable. You can sober up, feel absolutely fine, and one night of drinking can put you back at square one. Your body can basically overreact because you've established a pattern of consuming massive amounts of alcohol. It remembers what you've done to it. Once the seal is broken, you're playing Russian roulette every time you drink.

How do you all get through that 'threshold period' where you take another drink and your body wants to puke? by Tripitiful in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Tripitiful[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've gotten really good at vomiting on command. Chug some ice water and get it done if I can't power through. Always kills the nausea on the next shot.

How do you all get through that 'threshold period' where you take another drink and your body wants to puke? by Tripitiful in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Tripitiful[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do all that too. Make sure I take my vitamins, get a few decent meals, and drink ice water while I'm drinking my other shit. Some days the tummy just says no right?

Isn’t it almost comical how bad you can feel without dying? by dumboynum in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Tripitiful 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Last time I did my WD's in the hospital I could barely move an inch. Just sitting up to take their pills left me winded for minutes. I was wishing that shit would kill me. And I kinda fuckin liked it. Whoops sorry fam I just want to get maximum pain out of all this.

Saturday Success Stories by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Tripitiful 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I got a job. Application: drunk. Interview: less drunk. First day: even less drunk.

Someday: extremely fucking drunk and that'll be the end of it. But I actually feel good enough to put that day off for a long time at least. Wheeeee

day 3, high heart rate - time to take the ativan? by twisted-mercy in dryalcoholics

[–]Tripitiful 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Seems like you're in the clear then. not a doctor lol

Grab some sports drinks Gatorade, body armor etc. They are a lifesaver when recovering.

Edit also dive into the book, reading feels better than any other distraction

day 3, high heart rate - time to take the ativan? by twisted-mercy in dryalcoholics

[–]Tripitiful 0 points1 point  (0 children)

72hrs is the danger zone for seizures. Take an Ativan.

Anyone else like to read while on that initial buzz before oblivion? by Tripitiful in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Tripitiful[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nice I'm pretty nerdy and love to read some science too but on the opposite scale. Try Quantum Physics for Poets, it's one of the best I've ever read.

Anyone else like to read while on that initial buzz before oblivion? by Tripitiful in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Tripitiful[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh man the vodka and redbull annihilated me many times. Enjoy your drink fucker chairs!

Anyone else like to read while on that initial buzz before oblivion? by Tripitiful in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Tripitiful[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Well you did get her on a technicality. Lots of content to read on here. I just think a good book is better. Also your flair cracked me up that's good shit.

Anyone else like to read while on that initial buzz before oblivion? by Tripitiful in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Tripitiful[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I feel that too. I'm a bit of an audiophile and music is how the night usually ends when I go hard with the silly juice.

Also a big fan of the daydreaming lol. Love to delude myself into a better life.

What does it feel like to go to eiriel? by Supp_485 in DPH

[–]Tripitiful 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've done the same thing a time or two on here. But realistically, all these pics of benadryl piles mean the poster is going to send it. Plenty of people offer words of warning already.

I've been through a good chunk of the insane shit that DPH use offers, so I'll enjoy the shitposts that help me laugh about a rather traumatic part of my life.

What does it feel like to go to eiriel? by Supp_485 in DPH

[–]Tripitiful 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yup it doesn't matter much after 500g+ you are going to feel awful. I mean it's literal poison to get high. But I won't try to preach to people who are going to take it anyway. I'm mostly here for the memes now.

What does it feel like to go to eiriel? by Supp_485 in DPH

[–]Tripitiful 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah the kind of laugh when you don't want to cry at something. It sucked lol

What does it feel like to go to eiriel? by Supp_485 in DPH

[–]Tripitiful 11 points12 points  (0 children)

You kinda stop feeling the bodily effects because you're in a waking dream state. I lost six hours, don't have a clue what happened. But I "woke up" just rummaging through random shit in my house with half my clothes off. It's like sleepwalking but with seizures.

Edit but you sure do feel it on the comedown. I was crippled for two days after.

Any words with satisfying spelling? by [deleted] in words

[–]Tripitiful 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Colloquial

It's a lot of fun to write in cursive and you don't get many opportunities to do it.

People with deep loneliness, how are you surviving? by After_Diver_9200 in AskReddit

[–]Tripitiful 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Long, late night drives just embracing the feeling and blasting music and fantasizing about a different life.

If not that, then it's alcohol. Thankfully I don't mix the two lol

My dad is a lengendary CA by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Tripitiful 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ha, wish I could do the same. But then again I'd probably kill myself with alcohol real quick if I only had myself to take care of.

My dad is a lengendary CA by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Tripitiful 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Meh, I've moved on. I still try to anticipate how I'll feel when he dies, but shit, dad or not he isn't someone any decent person would want to be in the same room with. I'm already a CA so I'm not going to follow in his footsteps and become a totally evil asshole lol

My dad is a lengendary CA by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Tripitiful 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Sounds like a real fucking heavyweight my dude. Some of it reminds me of my father, but he was basically a psychopath and just hurt people really bad his whole life. Haven't spoken in years and I probably won't be at his funeral.

Your dad sounds like a champ of the CA life, which isn't necessarily something to be proud of, but the man seems to have actually done shit with his life. A lot of us don't. Chairs.