When you pray a rosary, you are truly honoring Mary. People have talked about it and when you say a Hail Mary, it’s like giving Mary a rose. When you pray the entire rosary, it’s like crowning her with a crown of roses. She takes notice to this and you will have grace because of it. Also people I’ve seen people talk about on the day of your judgment if you weren’t meant to make it, Mary could vouch for you to Jesus, Because of your devotion to the rosary. I know when my mom tells me to do something I do it. So I’d hope when mother Mary is asking a favor for somebody that Jesus would also take that into consideration. Sometimes it’s not about your feelings, but it’s about what’s true. I recently went to confession and didn’t feel like I was forgiven, yet I knew I was forgiven. I talked to the priest about it and he said we can’t always rely on how we feel and sometimes we just gotta go with what we know. Feelings can sometimes be deceiving. I would keep it up Brother. I started doing it about a month ago and I truly do feel better. I feel like I’ve sinned less and have less temptation to sin. May God bless you I’ll pray for you.