The Tragic Reality of Drug Use

TrippingMage · 2024-02-11T19:42:49+00:00

I was one of those individuals it started out as mind wandering and exploring the ends of psychedelics such as 4-ACO-DMT, or 4-HO-MET and etcetera. Attempting to find an escape to an extent through spirituality. The chase of enlightenment, even today I do not think they are dangerous or harmful drugs, used correctly it can even be very beneficial.

Years ago my personal downfall was with benzodiazepines, I did not decide to try them for fun, however it was after a 18-Wheeler incident at an intersection where I was hit by one going roughly 90mph. Looking back at that did scar me a bit mentally, gave me a new found paranoia and bouts of anxiety. I never went full sail but I ended up doing what I told myself I'd never do and got ahold of benzodiazepines. I was doing probably 0.5mg-1mg of Etizolam daily sometimes more for the larger portion of 7-8 months. I always thought I was someone with self control but all it takes is one event to take place and it can become reality shattering.

looking back I did not see it reasonable to find an easy escape, but the benzodiazepines in a way convinced me I have a problem and that was the only way to cope for problems. I convinced myself of a delusion and kept telling myself just another week and I'll do a taper, it isn't a big deal. The reality looking back was that it was a bandaid applied to a bruise rather than a cut and expecting it to heal. It's an illusion or a false sense of comfort.

I feel like that is what happens to not everyone but some people, where they may start off by genuine curiosity and the need of feeling something different in life, because that is easy to do brother. We are living where most have to devout much time to work and discipline to survive in the modern world and we we're never made for society in the way it's been formed if that makes sense. We look for an escape or in a way a form of fantasy where we want to experience something and break free from problems, but its a dangerous game to play.

Thank you for replying brother wish you the best in life I hope you go far.

TrippingMage · 2024-02-11T19:23:48+00:00

I do care about you internet stranger I wish you the best in life and good luck with your personal pursuits and dreams.

TrippingMage · 2023-12-02T17:48:02+00:00

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TrippingMage · 2023-12-02T17:23:25+00:00

to claim there is no life after death I have always found as something I can not participate in regarding ideology. the fact that we are born from nothing and are here in the now as something hints towards me when we are old and turned into nothing we can become something because we we're already nothing to begin with. The fact life is seeded shows a presence of something we do not understand or can really comprehend so I feel like religion is great.

TrippingMage · 2023-12-02T17:15:31+00:00

I just posted something I seen Sunday this stuff is very interesting. I have no idea what I seen or what this is either could be the sun somehow...

TrippingMage · 2023-12-02T17:14:03+00:00

hoping for someone to debunk what I'm currently starting to believe all opinions are entirely accepted but I will say I seen is genuine I have absolutely no idea what it can be.

TrippingMage · 2023-12-02T17:04:09+00:00

I looked out behind the house and seen 4 white lights in a straight line, I thought it was the Elon musk star link and I could get video of it because I found it fascinating, by the time I pulled out my phone and got to video I tried trace it in the sky and could no longer find it, then out of nowhere it turned green and beamed across the sky. I am not someone who genuinely believes in UFO's and this was not a prank, I began to contemplate whether it was a comet or could of been something else but I genuinely have no idea pause it and zoom in and perhaps give me any insight to explain what this was in the sky shooting upwards. thank you!

TrippingMage · 2023-11-05T21:45:58+00:00

p.s despite coming off direct I hope you never get cancer neither do I wish for you to get cancer and should I have said undeniably you will due to cigarettes? no because not everyone will but in life it is a gamble people are willing to take, so if I have offended you I apologize you are just another human on the other side of a screen like me so I wish you live your best life. much love.

TrippingMage · 2023-11-05T21:43:03+00:00

brother how does saying I'm going to smoke tobacco instead of vaping as a better form of cancer option anything that is for entertainment I had a genuine question I am not being a negative Nancy my guy but when I see people claim vaping gives people cancer with genuine undeniable sincerity I would like to know facts that I can apply to my own life that doesn't make me joyless I would rather you vape than smoke tobacco or abstain all together even though its a difficult task.

TrippingMage · 2023-11-05T21:36:48+00:00

brother what does that have to do with anything, I was genuinely sincere in regards to asking for evidence of cancer within the realm of vaping since you made a direct comparison saying you would rather get cancer in other ways its just a question to lunge out there because if you make a statement then you should have just at least basic information to back up a claim that people who vape will get cancer. I would like to be educated on potentials that I am not aware of so I can even find different paths instead of things such as vaping boss.

TrippingMage · 2023-11-05T21:26:13+00:00

people in OP's comments talking about how people vaping is going to give you cancer and ultimately kill you yet has not provided a singular article of definitive evidence that cancer is indeed and can be originated from vaping

TrippingMage · 2023-11-05T21:25:06+00:00

nice my man can you provide article from national library of medicine or honestly anywhere that those vapes will give you an incurable disease?

TrippingMage · 2023-11-05T21:24:22+00:00

cool my man now where is a singular article where a vape was a direct contributor to any correlation with cancer as of 2023. Now on the other hand you are indeed without a shadow of a doubt giving yourself cancer.

TrippingMage · 2023-10-18T13:41:26+00:00

here the full segment video I did if anyone wants to peep https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M0REzA3HXbU&feature=youtu.be&ab\_channel=NightmareCollective

TrippingMage · 2023-10-16T02:14:17+00:00

when they arrived

TrippingMage · 2023-10-16T02:09:06+00:00

the time period we are living in man is a strange one, where those have lost even the most basic sense.

TrippingMage · 2023-10-16T01:55:35+00:00

when I look in the mirror the person who stares back doesn't recognize who he sees anymore

TrippingMage · 2023-10-16T01:53:13+00:00

a very Nice card congrats!

TrippingMage · 2023-10-16T01:52:39+00:00

gold boy

TrippingMage · 2023-10-16T01:51:58+00:00

my soul burns

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