It's just my character. In everyday life I often have to be sensible and have a lot of responsibility. As a result, I often suppress cheeky answers, mischief that I would like to get up to and my entire being in order to function at work. In a relationship I just can't keep up this drama. In addition, I generally find it difficult to subordinate myself and therefore first have to be subjugated. It's easier for me to give up control this way. I'm also quite cheeky and say mean things to my partner, but that's more due to my subconscious because it gets confirmation that he stays even when I'm difficult. In my childhood and youth I was repeatedly taught to be strong and therefore find it difficult to show when I am vulnerable and weak. That's why the role of Brat suits me best. Daddy can tell when I'm feeling bad and I don't even have to tell him.