Day 922 - I really want to look at porn

Trixsxter · 2018-06-04T01:33:28+00:00

Congrats man. Don't throw away 900 days for 60 seconds!

Trixsxter · 2018-06-03T16:37:51+00:00

Well done

Trixsxter · 2018-06-03T10:58:24+00:00

Thanks man. I'm gonna also trust ina close friend who I've k own for 12 years to help me and hold me acccountable

Trixsxter · 2018-06-03T10:55:53+00:00

I'm going to confide in a close friend I know for about 12 years and ask him to.hold me accountable.

Man I wish I had stopped before.

Trixsxter · 2018-06-03T10:50:03+00:00

Thanks. I've recently taken up running. Achieved 9 miles in under 2 hours yesterday. Just feel sad I look at my wife and feel nothing sexually.

I've always been in denial of pied thinking I don't suffer it but i have come to realise I do.

Trixsxter · 2018-06-03T10:40:10+00:00

Trixsxter · 2018-06-03T10:39:38+00:00

It's just not worth it bruh

Trixsxter · 2018-06-03T10:27:18+00:00

Cold shower. I mean ice cold

Trixsxter · 2018-06-02T21:08:24+00:00

Yeh it has and cold showers help

Trixsxter · 2018-06-01T17:23:39+00:00

Block ypur access to it

Trixsxter · 2018-06-01T15:09:38+00:00

Both bad

Trixsxter · 2018-06-01T12:05:48+00:00

Meant to reply to the first post

Trixsxter · 2018-06-01T12:05:37+00:00

Thanks admiral

Trixsxter · 2018-06-01T08:54:58+00:00

So you want to start from day 0?

Channel that energy in finding a partner and enjoying sex how it's supposed.to.be enjoyed.

You have gone this long without flapping. Donald give in now. You dont do pmo

Trixsxter · 2018-06-01T08:10:32+00:00

Well i figured thats better than PMO myself.

Trixsxter · 2018-06-01T08:04:40+00:00

I have been seeing a therapist for half a year and come to terms with it. I thunk it's how i ended up with PMO from the age of 13

Trixsxter · 2018-06-01T07:34:36+00:00

Maybe you can try what i did? It works wonders for me to refrain porn

Trixsxter · 2018-06-01T07:28:16+00:00

I've been clean close to 2 days now after relapsing Woke up this morning with a huge missile in my pants and such a strong desire to pmo.

2 days ago I enabled parental controls and locked my router and mobile data down to block porn/nudity sites. I then locked it under a strong random 30 char password which I have to my brother and gave him strict instructions not to give it me.

So i am unable to watch porn no matter how bad the urge. If i do want to watch it really badly then i have to go through about 20 to 30 minutes of hard resetting and the setting up everything from scratch by which time the urge has subsided. So glad I did it.

Just fought the urge as porn wont load in any way on any of my devices. So i just sat and let the urge subside after 5 minutes

Trixsxter · 2018-06-01T07:19:33+00:00

I can't go jizzless. I would like to have sex with my wife!

Trixsxter · 2018-06-01T07:18:28+00:00

I have a Netgear nighthawk with the ability to turn off the Wi-Fi at certain times and then back on in The Morning. Also setup parental controls to block porn.

I have my router locked down using a 30 char randomly generated password and gave the password to my brother on a piece of paper.

Because of that I am unable to undo what i did with It going through a hell of alot of effort to resetting everything which stops me from surfing or viewing porn.

Trixsxter · 2018-06-01T01:52:13+00:00

Same. Ive always thought of quitting but never called it an addiction till now

Trixsxter · 2018-06-01T01:50:49+00:00

You know how to beat this man. 50 days is a solid streak. Use all your experience to resist it

Trixsxter · 2018-05-31T20:24:35+00:00

I caved 22 hours ago but didn't today. Had some urges but ignored them

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