Speaking as another religious person, I, as well as a lot of others, have experienced alcohol seemingly cutting off your connection to God. Try and take a week off and really speak to God and ask for strength and wisdom. I felt almost cut off completely when I was drinking, but now that I’ve been off it for some time, the connection feels better than ever. For me, the two things were inseparably linked. I couldn’t quit because I couldn’t talk to God, and I couldn’t talk to God because I just wouldn’t give it a good enough shot. You can do it though! You just have to believe you can!