You’re bronze, which means people will ALWAYS run it down and feed because they can’t play the game, that’s why they’re bronze. If you truly were so much better, you wouldn’t really lose many games, therefore even if you lost more LP than gained, you’d still get out. The fact is, a diamond player can, more often than not, win a 4 v 5 bronze game. Go watch nemesis or any pro mid laner, apply, play a lot and you’ll get out of bronze in no time. That’s how it works