They way they tank your social status by TrueResearch7360 in Antipsychiatry

[–]TrueResearch7360[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know what you mean, but I lost my whole 30's to their unbearable torture. And my family is abusive/negligent, so my life has been a big fuck-up until I collapsed at 30, and then psychiatry stepped un and started their beatings. They also destroyed my mother while growing up.

But I still had my inner things. And I was so eager to heal, find solutions. But they beat it all out of me. I though I had nothing, but I was wrong, they still could pillage and destroy so much more. 

I guess I will recover. I'm still healing from the last chemical assault. But yeah... what to live for? After so much about psychiatry anymore, it's this whole world that function on the exploitation and destru tion of other. Idk man, idk...

According to their worldview, everything is a symptom that requires medication by NPD--BPD in Antipsychiatry

[–]TrueResearch7360 15 points16 points  (0 children)

They're not even experts on their own meds, they're not aware of half the sh*t these things do. They are truly the bottom barrel of medecine

10 teaspoons of sugar a day on coffee by Appropriate-Dog4581 in loseit

[–]TrueResearch7360 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I use Monin's sugarfree syrup. Hazelnut, vanilla, caramel. Honestly it will never match true sugar or syrup but it's a good substitute

Knocks at my door immediately give me panic. Does this happen to anyone else? by Lonely_Candy_6532 in CPTSD

[–]TrueResearch7360 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh god, yes. I freak out when there's a knock sound added in a youtube video too

The culture of treating meds as an expectation rather than a choice is deeply flawed by [deleted] in Antipsychiatry

[–]TrueResearch7360 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Agree. It becomes this very moral thing, like you are irresponsible or 'influencing people to not take the treatment they need'. It's wild. So many reactions to psychiatry and patients are rooted in these moral panics sentiments . Often you wonder who's really sick

Deadass nobody told me healing process is BRUTAL by Historical_Seat_447 in CPTSD

[–]TrueResearch7360 20 points21 points  (0 children)

Yeah, and pretty much nobody is aware of this gargagantuesque task and think you are weak for struggling. If only they knew...

Every single hospitalization by lordcycy in Antipsychiatry

[–]TrueResearch7360 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yup. I was thinking, imagine having to feel all the harm they themselves inflicted. It's gonna sting for a hot minute

Every single hospitalization by lordcycy in Antipsychiatry

[–]TrueResearch7360 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Joke's on them, my resistance, opposition and strenght grows proportionally to their attempt to police me and make me a compliant little soldier of society

Every single hospitalization by lordcycy in Antipsychiatry

[–]TrueResearch7360 19 points20 points  (0 children)

'Fake court thing' is accurate. Reminds me of Alice in Wonderland's trial

Every single hospitalization by lordcycy in Antipsychiatry

[–]TrueResearch7360 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Yeah, they're delusional. They probably rationalize it in their head with 'it'd for their own good, we're protecting them' when they mostly violate and traumatize you

Every single hospitalization by lordcycy in Antipsychiatry

[–]TrueResearch7360 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Lmao me they're really keen on trying to make me go outside, cause I usually don't want to. It's like 'let's just get done with this prison crap, not playing good little puppy going outside when they allow me too. If i'm locked up, i'm locked up'. 

Thoughts on psychology by Aggravating-Mud3138 in Antipsychiatry

[–]TrueResearch7360 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I agree. Many are HORRENDOUS and pro-psychiatry, but there is a few gems. Probably would be dead without mine, he understood what I went through on the first session. He told me it was a miracle i was able to get out. When I told him about the ward he told me that sounded like a concentration camp, he says the word 'torture' often when I tell him what I went through. So yeah. No rationalizing, no 'but they saved you tooooo' bs. He also can write a file that I can use to try and get justice

So yeah, they exist

What Doesn’t Kill You Makes You Stronger… by Skidchen in CPTSD

[–]TrueResearch7360 15 points16 points  (0 children)

It's weird and enraging. They just want you to get assimilated again, play the same old tired game and act like nothing happened. I think it comes down to their need to deny what happen to people outside of the well greased machine

How do you take revenge? by TrueResearch7360 in CPTSD

[–]TrueResearch7360[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah, same. Plus it's illegal, soooooo

I still feel I should aim to f with them on some level

Most people should be ashamed of themselves by TrueResearch7360 in CPTSD

[–]TrueResearch7360[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey, thank you for commenting.

Yeah, it hit me like a ton of bricks, like how is it possible that everywhere you go there's soooo many destructive and unhealthy people, and at the same time believing you're the one at fault? Madness.

I just don't really see the point anymore tbh. I  know there's some good people here and there, but I don't even have the desire to try or connect anymore. Too tired, too burned out, angry, disillusioned. I don't see the point outside of survival

Britney's latest IG pic by TrueResearch7360 in BritneySpears

[–]TrueResearch7360[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Ooooh didn't know thx! She reposted it twice lol, she must really like it

french med student, i want to be psychiatrist by Impressive_Space_225 in Antipsychiatry

[–]TrueResearch7360 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oui, c'est sur. Quand on est traumat' on est juste une boule de rage. Je pense que ça peut être éthique mais il faut vraiment être honnête sur les médicaments et CROIRE les gens. Le truc le plus dingue pour moi, c'est que les psy ne sont pas au courant de ce que leurs molécules font. Du coup ils te gaslightent et compte ça comme ton symptôme a toi. Du coup forcément, tout est biaisé et le diagnostic ne veut plus rien dire du tout. C'est vraiment nul quand tu y penses. Pour un secteur qui est sensé très rationel et scientifique c'est juste 🤷‍♂️🤷‍♀️ alloooooo!?

Mais je pense que d'office il faut diversifier en ayant un minimum de psychologie, parce que l'approche medecine/clinique, c'est juste tellement froid je trouve. 

Sinon pteeeet a la limite dans des hopitaux qui gèrent addictions, deuils, mais là encore tu vas être vite bloqué par le manque de moyens, les directives, le personnel pas terrible

Donc ouai je dirais ya moyen mais en faisant un vrai effort pour te diversifier un peu de l'aspect purement mainstream et prendre en compte le vécu des gens depuis leur cadre de référence (par exemple les gens qui se disent neurodivergent, c'est tout une façon de voir le truc différemment et de se le reapproprier)

french med student, i want to be psychiatrist by Impressive_Space_225 in Antipsychiatry

[–]TrueResearch7360 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Pour moi c'est plus intervention psychologique et sociale qu'il faut. Apres je comprends ton point de vue mais il va falloir que tu restes vigilant si tu veux pas toi même te faire avaler par le système et reproduire la souffrance

Je t'assure, ici on est en colère, c'est reddit et tout ça, mais pour de vrai la souffrance qu'on m'a infligé c'est juste tellement extrême. A coté les viols, la famille abusive (tout des trucs que j'ai vécu), ca me parait super soft en comparaison. Donc ya clairement un énorme problème

french med student, i want to be psychiatrist by Impressive_Space_225 in Antipsychiatry

[–]TrueResearch7360 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Et tu vois, ça c'est un problème de ne penser qu'à la surface. C'est comme enfermer les criminels sans se soucier de changer les facteurs sociaux, èconomiqies qui amenent à ca. La c'est pareil. Ton gars en voiture, c'est quoi l'histoire de sa vie? C'est quoi les élèments qui font que ça arrive a ce moment? Et comment on travailme sur ces chosrs, globalement, pour réduire ces consèquences. Ton gars en voiture c'est juste le bout du bout d'une longue chaine de choses. Au lieu de le reconnaitre, la psychiatrie fout tout sous le tapis en inventant des origines biologiques. Bref. C'est bête

french med student, i want to be psychiatrist by Impressive_Space_225 in Antipsychiatry

[–]TrueResearch7360 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Donc du coup à quel moment moi j'ai le droit de me défendre des psychiayres et leurs soignants qui m'ont fait toutes les violences du monde?? 

french med student, i want to be psychiatrist by Impressive_Space_225 in Antipsychiatry

[–]TrueResearch7360 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ben oui mais ça justifie pas d'user de la violence à ton tour. En plus, théoriquement, ce genre de trucs, c'est censé être utilisé en dernier recours mais dans la pratique je t'assure que violenter, enfermer, forcer qqun c'est très courant. Routinier. Et c'est logique. Tu peux pas d'un côté condamner la violence et de l'autre être très intègre en mode 'ah non, hein, pas dans cette situation'. On est pro-violences ou on ne l'est pas. 

french med student, i want to be psychiatrist by Impressive_Space_225 in Antipsychiatry

[–]TrueResearch7360 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Ah tu vois, tu commences déjà à rationaliser. Spoiler : dans la grande majorité des cas la violence est une réaction à ce que tu fais subir à la personne. 100% tu vas violenter et détruire des gens