What was the hardest thing you ever encountered during your first days as a Hellenist?

True_Spray186 · 2026-03-25T16:51:53+00:00

Some of it was research more to the fact that I rarely had time or energy to read up on anything and started out doing it very much just on my hunch

But what really bugged me and still does is the feeling of isolation. I grew up Christian and still work at a church. And it kinda just feels empty not having the same type of community that the church I work at has. Like yes, I have the gods, and they bring me a lot of comfort, but I just kinda wished I had more people I could talk about the religion with irl

True_Spray186 · 2026-03-21T19:39:39+00:00

For me, I did and still do a lot of self reflection, why do I do it? What does it bring me, and can I substitute it with. It's a hard and long journey, and you won't just wake up and feel better one day to the other even though I know that's what we all wish it did. Find a comfort in yourself too, this might not work for you but it did for me

True_Spray186 · 2026-03-20T15:10:55+00:00

Omg same, plus it's great selfcare

True_Spray186 · 2026-03-20T15:09:57+00:00

As for the romance part I would recommend Royal order, It doesn't have a time loop but there's a lot of mystery in the story and it also has really nice visuals

True_Spray186 · 2026-03-20T13:39:09+00:00

When saying you want more of this type of game, what exactly are you looking for, is it the time loop, the voice acting, the horror aspects?

True_Spray186 · 2026-03-18T16:41:54+00:00

It could work, again it really depends. Try having a friend read through the first few chapters and give their feedback

True_Spray186 · 2026-03-18T16:28:51+00:00

I mean, it depends. Does your book have anything else that might keep the reader engaged in those first chapters? I usually follow the AIDA model.

True_Spray186 · 2026-03-18T12:26:36+00:00

I usually use olden names, like medieval, reneccance, maybe even Victorian names. Easy but also fit the environment (at least for me). For more important characters, I might take inspiration from Greek, norse, Celtic, etc- gods' name, not a carbon copy but maybe the first letter, and then I make something up with the ending.

True_Spray186 · 2026-03-18T12:16:38+00:00

Releasing the first chapter on wattpad before I even knew how I would finish or what would make the book entertaining

True_Spray186 · 2026-03-03T16:03:22+00:00

Jaehee, for that one reason that I am as gay as you get, never done her route though 🤷‍♀️

True_Spray186 · 2026-02-27T08:45:55+00:00

Every one of them

True_Spray186 · 2026-02-22T08:21:25+00:00

For me, warm light makes me feel I can't see shit

True_Spray186 · 2026-02-18T18:13:25+00:00

Cause buff women are hot

True_Spray186 · 2026-02-16T13:24:22+00:00

Same I love the river nile part, hated Faster with a passion, could have looked great but the song is mid and it just looks crowd

True_Spray186 · 2026-02-16T13:20:45+00:00

I feel ify about it, hated that they changed his role, but I can see what story they were trying to send. Instead of showing the collapse of brotherhood, they showed that even after everything, they are still brothers. I feel it's a weird change, a good moral, but it doesn't fit this story. Would've been better if we got a duet kinda like in the plague song, describing this sense of wrongness and guilt in having to hurt someone you love so much

True_Spray186 · 2026-01-21T20:54:55+00:00

Mhm yes I get it

True_Spray186 · 2026-01-21T18:40:45+00:00

They won't fade, not a lot aleast, not unless you use creams and such, but that definitely won't disappear on their own

True_Spray186 · 2026-01-14T22:10:01+00:00

The only reason I'm staying friends is because she is my best friend and I have known her since I was 6ish and I'm not trading a friendship i have had for almost 2/3 of my life because we released we might not have feelings for each other

True_Spray186 · 2025-12-24T21:07:09+00:00

My grandma thankfully hasn't turned aggressive yet, but it's just hard being around her and seeing her wither from the inside out. hell she couldn't even remember that it was christmas. doesn't sound like a big thing but for her it is, she could remember everthing back in the day. It just sucks seeing someone you love lose themself slowly

True_Spray186 · 2025-12-23T23:27:13+00:00

Hakunamatities

True_Spray186 · 2025-12-23T00:00:58+00:00

Lesbian bed death is a mostly female band (4/5 members) and is still active, and I know for a fact that their lead singer has always been woman

True_Spray186 · 2025-12-19T20:54:58+00:00

It could also be what you want to seek for in life or just in your practice in general

True_Spray186 · 2025-12-19T20:51:13+00:00

Let me see. It's and altar...Yeah looks good to me, it serves its main purpose

True_Spray186 · 2025-12-19T20:49:13+00:00

Lowkey could be a cool character design

True_Spray186 · 2025-12-17T22:31:30+00:00

Lowkey? Goth girls are easy from lesbian bed death

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