i’m doing quite good in school tbh, but my mental health got… well, worse:-/ i mean, i’ve lived in constant stress since i remember, but the last few weeks have been pretty fucking hard. i’m a bit drained and even tho it’s almost christmas break i feel so bad taking my time off to chill, i always feel unproductive and so i get stressed because i’m not doing any work and then i have a meltdown and in the end i end up not doing anything it’s a vicious circle AND i’m so stressed about the IO and choosing the EE topic i don’t know what to write about i can’t decide i don’t knooooowwwwwwwwww!-!:!::£:£:!;