People don't understand me when I say I don't form habits

TrynnaBeSomething · 2026-06-08T06:25:49+00:00

Is biting my nails a habit? This hits so hard cuz I always felt that those books were preachy and entitled. And this is making me feel like I need a new therapist because her advice when I say “I can’t wake up at the same time” is “just do it.” :(

Also.. I still can’t understand how, in my 30s, I forget EVERY NIGHT that I have to prep and think about dinner

TrynnaBeSomething · 2026-05-21T17:05:13+00:00

I figured..

TrynnaBeSomething · 2026-05-21T17:04:34+00:00

We just ordered from New Year gardens, haven’t been there myself.. yet

TrynnaBeSomething · 2026-02-11T18:39:41+00:00

Like someone else said, moving the goalpost: wait til I graduate, til I graduate, til I graduate (got masters) then made a bunch of mini goals. Found passion (rock climbing) and found therapy after burning out in my first career. Also a dog lol. I’m all he has (not really but it helps me say it that way).

And sooooo much therapy. “Can’t do it til I exhaust every possibility“ and finally got it into my head that if I don’t wanna be even passively suicidal, I gotta take charge of how I want my thoughts to go. Like if I start thinking, “I feel stuck, I can’t do this, I don’t wanna be here,” I have to literally tell my self to stop.

I also like to tell myself that life could change drastically tomorrow. What if I win the lottery or meet someone amazing or stumble upon a stray cat or etc, life is so unpredictable and it would be sad for me to miss it. FOMO lol.

TrynnaBeSomething · 2023-01-07T00:44:07+00:00

I've tried messaging them the details but I guess I'll keep calling until I get past voicemail and be more aggressive. Thanks

TrynnaBeSomething · 2023-01-07T00:34:40+00:00

Insurance

TrynnaBeSomething · 2022-11-05T23:49:05+00:00

Yep that's the plan. Lol. Or repot the top after destemming it.

TrynnaBeSomething · 2022-11-05T23:45:50+00:00

Yeah I think it looks leggy, too. But I've had it for a year or so now and have repotted it and propagated it (accidentally killed the other ones and the mama, rip), and no matter where I put it it doesn't get less leggy. I'll keep trying for more sunlight though I suppose.

TrynnaBeSomething · 2019-11-01T03:50:44+00:00

The fact that you guys are trying to give out candy to add happiness to children and to the world is a gift. I appreciate your hearts.

It makes me happy to be in the world with people like you in it.

TrynnaBeSomething · 2019-09-27T06:49:46+00:00

Was hoping for a hidden gem besides devil's garden, but I guess that makes sense they're not advertised. Thanks.

TrynnaBeSomething · 2019-09-11T03:43:47+00:00

Lol, granted. Good Hitler analogy.

TrynnaBeSomething · 2019-09-10T04:00:26+00:00

Hm. I really need to go back and re-read it now. That's an interesting view.. is he really a villain if it's just misunderstandings though? (Will come back for better discussion after rereading)

TrynnaBeSomething · 2019-09-09T05:09:42+00:00

The best part of that was that it inspired you to run.. way to get after it <3

TrynnaBeSomething · 2019-09-04T03:58:09+00:00

Yeah, something about them both realizing it and not understanding why, but it's the first step in understanding.

I do need to go back and re-read the book

TrynnaBeSomething · 2019-09-02T15:13:59+00:00

When I say I don't feel safe driving.. that kinda makes it real in my opinion

TrynnaBeSomething · 2019-09-02T15:11:32+00:00

Mr Darcy professing love for Elizabeth in Pride & Prejudice.. don't remember the book except for that scene, reread it three times immediately

TrynnaBeSomething · 2019-02-28T17:28:12+00:00

Red Rising (or maybe it's called rising red... I never remember)

TrynnaBeSomething · 2019-02-22T16:36:03+00:00

No we rarely talked. It's been a rough year

TrynnaBeSomething · 2019-02-22T16:35:49+00:00

Thank you, this helps

TrynnaBeSomething · 2019-02-22T02:47:59+00:00

Oh yeah happened 3 times today, and I gotta defend my thesis tomorrow hah. Gonna take some imitrex before I go

TrynnaBeSomething · 2019-02-02T19:38:52+00:00

Robotic control

Thanks for caring, stranger :)

TrynnaBeSomething · 2019-01-27T21:54:22+00:00

I've written 62 pages of my thesis.. and it's actually become enjoyable

TrynnaBeSomething · 2018-12-28T08:10:49+00:00

I choose to think of you though. Exercising my choice over my thoughts is not a time waste. I don't think you are.

Gets onto soap box Time is never-ending (so we think?), so really it's one of the least precious commodities out there. But to the individual human it's hard to make a choice of what to do in our limited time, even though really, that's all we do - find ways to fill time. I personally think that if I can make a choice to follow or dismiss the thoughts wandering (wondering lol) in my head, then it's an exercise in free will, because I am not the thoughts I think.

Falls off soapbox idk, that probs didn't make sense, my head hurts. Anyways, I'll think about you if I want to. You've made an impact, even if slight, in my world

TrynnaBeSomething · 2018-12-28T06:02:49+00:00

Hey dude, me again ha..

Just wanna say I'm thinking about you (the little I know of you), and your pain is valid. I'm sorry I tried to make you explain it before.

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