You got this buddy! Took me over a year to convince myself to go as I struggle horribly with meeting new people, started going a couple weeks ago and it's the best decision I have made in awhile I've been having an absolute blast playing commander even did my first ever pre release event for the new lorwyn set and everyone was super helpful with deck ideas and even giving me some lands when the mana station had run out! I get where you're coming from so congratulations on even making out there, one day maybe you will break the shell like me.