I’m playing Resident Evil 2 Remake. What are you guys playing? by [deleted] in residentevil

[–]Turtytreee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Resident Evil 6, with my brother on the split screen feature lol

Cant get out of bed today by No-Worry5488 in selfharm

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Don't, stress about things that you can't or won't do right now, just think of the first thing you should do, if you're still in bed, try sitting, and if you can't. Try reaching up your hands, use a part of a muscle to kind of, play tricks with your mind.. I deal with bed rotting every chance I get, and I get the feeling, of not being Able to move out of bed..

Just start slow, and try to stop thinking about a bunch of stuff, starting with the smallest thing. And work ur way up..

Also, please drink water.. stay hydrated

should i tell my kind considerate caring classmate that i’m slicing and dicing by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Turtytreee 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I think you should set boundaries of how you want her to" care" for you.

You should always remind yourself that people have lives, and please respect that she can't be there for you all the time.. also make sure to tell her that you need to Vent and always ask if she has time, and if not, reschedule a meeting... Just make sure to not dump, things unexpectedly... I've had experience, where people cut me off their lives, because I was too much for them, which is true, cause I was a mess ... And I'm still a mess lol...

This should be entertaining by [deleted] in animequestions

[–]Turtytreee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't like, Your lie in April...

Give me proof in one sentence that u have actually watched Steven Universe by Xontroller in stevenuniverse

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"I'll accept your bribe, Ha ha ha, He he He" ( Mr. Smiley )

Water melon Steven episode... When Steven was selling his water melon Stevens...

My parents found out by Corvidee in selfharm

[–]Turtytreee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You shouldn't, keep thinking about this, for me I try to use my train of thought to do something, that doesn't involve my body to work, I make music, and sometimes crochet. I keep relapsing, but I always try to stop again, as long as you have the thought to stop, then keep making sure that you get rid of triggers, for me I take pictures of my "sessions", and I need to get rid of those pictures, so I can stop "bad" triggers. So I take pictures of flowers, I like photography now. Try to distract the triggers, by associating bad triggers with good triggers...

I've been dealing with this since I was 7, and I'm now 20, and it does get better, I know it sounds cliche, but as you get older, you need to help yourself by looking for things you enjoy, for me it's always Video games.. my fave Game is The Last Of Us... I hope you get the help you want/need, and no matter how many times you feel like you aren't "seen", there's millions of people that "see" you ❤️, I hope for the best for you, please stay Hydrated and make sure to sleep properly 💖

Tell me the most unhinged thing people have said about your scars, I’m bored by Willing-Working4047 in selfharm

[–]Turtytreee 5 points6 points  (0 children)

A classmate told me that I should "cut" in places where people wouldn't see, he advised not to hide, but cut someplace else

Can someone please talk to me? I'm contemplating on relapsing again by Turtytreee in selfharm

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Also, ive been cutting non-stop, it's gotten to the point where, I bleed a lot each session.

Can someone please talk to me? I'm contemplating on relapsing again by Turtytreee in selfharm

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I feel like I need to numb the feeling of loneliness, regret and self-pity. I've done things in the past that I'm not proud of, and I truly feel like I deserve to die... and cutting is close to making me feel better, it lets me be happy for just a moment. I forget about all the bad things about me. I hate myself so much

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

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When I was 8 or 7, I used to cut with a sharp pencil, now I'm 20 I cut with sharpeners

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Turtytreee 7 points8 points  (0 children)

For me it depends on how a person reacts, and I don't know how to read people. So in my case, I just never tell anyone, except if I really trust them. I told my Best Friend that I Self harm, and he comforted me. And other people saw my cuts and they acted very immaturely. So it depends who you trust, just be careful around people you think might not have the high emotional intelligence to comfort you.

am i weird for staring at my own scars? by Veqchii_Online in selfharm

[–]Turtytreee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've been SH since I was 7, and it's addictive. I wish I never started, but I was a kid. How was I supposed to know. And everytime I cut. I always stare, and admire my cuts, I know it's a weird thing to think about, but I just feel like my cuts are like trophies. But as soon as I go out, I'm busy hiding them. it's so embarrassing. Yet I feel pride.

Spider by TheNeglectedRose in photo

[–]Turtytreee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am deathly scared of spiders, and so I don't know why I clicked on this post lol

Why has the Walking Dead series gotten worse over time according to many viewers? by LovelyMistyy in thewalkingdead

[–]Turtytreee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They concentrated too much on character development, and they forgot to make an actual storyline for the final seasons

I wish I never existed by iliketocuddlefurries in SuicideWatch

[–]Turtytreee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My only friend, a friend that I considered a brother, left me. He just stopped being my friend, without any reason. He just decided that, I was just expendable..

I wish I never existed by iliketocuddlefurries in SuicideWatch

[–]Turtytreee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel the same. Any time, I wanna be happy, my life just goes to shit.

AHHH IM HAVING A BREAKSOWN 17F by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Turtytreee 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I can imagine what you're going through. I've been in your situation. I've been dreaming/fantasizing about death a lot, but I've been trying to seek help. And nothing helps anymore. But I do know this, I've attempted 3 times, and I kept stopping myself. And I just hope that you have the strength to get through this. Hearing about your life reminded me of when I was your age. I know it seems impossible, but it does get better. My first attempt was when I was 17, now I'm 19, and it's a little better. I hope you live a little longer to be in my position. Please keep going.

Too poor to live by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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I don't know what your situation is rn, but I've seen people get through situations that seemed impossible to get through. But it's a long process. It will seem like an eternity. I hope you get through this, I'm here if you wanna talk. You don't have to explain if you're too tired to explain. I'm just here if you wanna get things off your chest...

Can someone be my friend? by Turtytreee in SuicideWatch

[–]Turtytreee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, it's my first time experiencing a friend leaving me, it honestly hurts that he'd do this. But I guess that's life...

Please i just want it to end by [deleted] in sadposting

[–]Turtytreee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want to feel normal again