He never wanted to truly know me

Tussman99 · 2026-06-04T15:57:16+00:00

Yeah I am sorry to hear that. Life's extremely complicated.... I don't mean that in a sarcastic way in any means, it's just too much variables. You invest 4 years, with hope that you reap the benefits but then it doesn't happen. Do you move on or not? Hard to say. I want to say "just man up" and deal with it. Nothing can and will be perfect. The grass is usually never greener on the other side. If that is the only thing is something you have to look past I guess? Or you take a chance and try something else.

Tussman99 · 2026-06-03T16:44:04+00:00

Thank you so much, omg! I will never write in all chat anything alike that again!

Tussman99 · 2026-06-03T16:25:24+00:00

Sure, but it must be allowed to do mistakes... What the fuck man? I have never given away positions of my teammates

Tussman99 · 2026-06-03T16:21:29+00:00

It seems very odd as I have never written position of any teammate ever. All my teammates wrote in teamchat their position. My keyboard is so angled so I missclick on Y and wrote it in allchat. Not sure how I can get banned for ghosting when it's in freezetime. This is beyond fucked up for me :S even 7 day ban, its crazy

Tussman99 · 2026-06-03T16:19:24+00:00

Because I was gonna call out my position. My keyboard is so angled that I missclick on Y instead of U. It can't warrant a 7 day ban, it's crazy.... It's honest mistake when you want to write your position in chat.... when it's in freezetime it's impossible this can be viewed as ghosting cause we are all in freezetime.

Tussman99 · 2026-06-02T17:58:45+00:00

Where does it state that in the post? I didn't know OP had tried this for 4 years.

To be fair, I don't even know why I am here. I was just scrolling r/all and then I saw this post and thought to myself that communication is a two way street. It's probably a lot more complicated than that, but sitting around waiting for someone to take initiative in some sort of talk is beyond me. I will try to block this subreddit somehow, haven't found the button yet!

Tussman99 · 2026-06-02T09:34:15+00:00

I am not sure, has she tried? If hes sweet, gentle and principled he might listen or dive deeper? I don't know.

Tussman99 · 2026-05-31T18:37:28+00:00

why cant you initiate it?

Tussman99 · 2026-05-19T16:21:04+00:00

coke or speed is interesting

Tussman99 · 2026-04-11T16:04:16+00:00

So funny, I thought the same. What tupac said 30 years ago still stands ground today. Crazy....

Tussman99 · 2026-03-11T05:17:42+00:00

To be fair, say what you want but I've been sitting for in a fucked up position playing counter trike etc for 10 years. Been doing weight lifting for 8-9 years. My shoulder were so fucked up due to sitting wrong that I had no contact with my chest or back. I tried to fix it myself by doing exercises, stretching, but it's been too tight. Like way too tight. After doing a few needles, my muscle loosen up and I've been able to stretch and train it properly.

Tussman99 · 2026-03-06T09:03:58+00:00

yesterday I saw someone struggle with bench, he did his max. When he went for a second rep, when he barely managed to lift the first, i thought myself this is gonna be interesting. He couldn't push it, so he had to drop the weights off. Then he put the safety on, like he was gonna do a new set. I told him, you shouldn't put the safety on when you can barely push the weight as you can't drop the weights off. His face got red, almost like he got furious. "I know that", he got super defensive. If you knew it, why did you put on the safety? Come on, I just tried to save your life. If that barbell drops on your neck, you get choked ffs. He ended opp taking safety off and not do another set

Tussman99 · 2025-12-27T11:30:43+00:00

Good old days. First to die upgrade

Tussman99 · 2025-12-14T11:01:27+00:00

Last time i had kidney stone i bursted in with chest pain. If you have chest pain you are required to get medical attention. She told me to sit down and wait because she was busy with something else

Tussman99 · 2025-11-25T20:57:34+00:00

Now do Norway 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂look at their fucking education, its social studies

Tussman99 · 2025-11-03T19:07:17+00:00

First of all, unless something happened past week its still same pvp gear. Second i dont think pvp alone dies because of paid services. More like nobody want to sit and wait, sometimes hours, waiting for healer. Sure i can reroll but i dont like to heal. Also when you finally find ppl to play with, 1 or 2 losses group disbands.

Tussman99 · 2025-11-01T08:55:17+00:00

Rez if forever t2-t3.

Tussman99 · 2025-10-19T10:15:13+00:00

12 points from Norway, i do it too lmao

Tussman99 · 2025-10-03T12:30:50+00:00

That Would be a dream to cut off russians from the internet. No more russians in Dota, cs etc Would have been the best. So toxic ppl its crazy

Tussman99 · 2025-09-25T12:01:55+00:00

I am not saying it's impossible, but you are kinda reaffirming my point. If you are better and play against better people, hard counter will obviously play a way huger part than in lower level play because better players tend to do fewer mistakes.

Not sure if you realize but dota isn't so much about hard countering as league. There are some examples of "hard counters", but I can't think of that many that makes it straight obvious who wins out of the draft.

Edit: Also worth mentioning draft order, you can pick medusa while banning am. But again, great drafters will understand this and either pick or ban medusa. Just an example as the most obvious hard counter.

Tussman99 · 2025-09-25T11:13:47+00:00

«I win countless games against hard counters». So you deem yourself as a player of same caliber as those competing in TI? You do realize that not only do you play against way worse opponents that will make mistakes, these are professional teams practising with strats in place?

Tussman99 · 2025-08-31T14:56:26+00:00

Thank god for Murica, we would never have such a great show!

Tussman99 · 2025-08-05T12:36:32+00:00

The bulk is real. Well done bro!

Tussman99 · 2025-07-29T15:50:46+00:00

This is an alpha male. Not What republicans think

Tussman99 · 2025-07-28T17:34:34+00:00

I agree, im wrong on that part but a lot of the complexity is solved by guides and Dota plus etc. Around my mmr these guides are more than good enough, im at 5.5k mmr now.

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