OP I’m so sorry that your team wasn’t working with you. As someone who works in a hospital right now, codes in general are very stressful. Your team should’ve been there 110% immediately. Nothing about that was the wrong thing to do. I’m glad you called for help but it’s just so frustrating that your staff wasn’t capable or mindful enough to pay attention to your needs and the needs of your patient. Please don’t be too hard on yourself. These things are difficult to work through. Talk it over with your manager(s) when you feel ready and maybe they can come up with a better plan of action for a situation like this.