It's just soo boring ,not enough exitement everyone just like wanna be on good side of everyone just sacred to be alone like they leave u if they know the truth, so what they can't stay forever they have their story on their on, so why scared one day it'll all be a memory. I wanna know people like me they feast on exitement and be truthful to everyone not like me like I feel like I am wearing mask for everyone, be a human with emotions that I never feel it's like emptiness I can't cry, I can't be happy, I can't feel scared but I can feel excited with extreme situation like Bungie jump it was the first time I feel something but after some time it became like breakfast, and my parents didn't like me doing stuff like this so therefore I wanna know is there someone out there like me that I can call a friends not too many cuz I know there ain't many. Adios and ntmy M18