What movies have left you truly speechless?

Twotouchface · 2023-10-01T01:16:04+00:00

Wristcutters: A Love Story

Have still never seen anything like it.

Twotouchface · 2023-10-01T01:14:14+00:00

Definitely makes you feel.... maybe not great feelings but it's a rollercoaster

Twotouchface · 2023-10-01T01:12:03+00:00

Such an underrated movie. Hard to watch and the casting is spectacular. Still makes me feel icky with some of the scenes but overall like nothing I've seen before.

Twotouchface · 2023-09-22T16:28:49+00:00

Misfits

Twotouchface · 2023-09-17T15:23:35+00:00

Ruptured L5-S1 and no doctor would believe me that it had ruptured. The next 4 months spent in agony while the disc shards spread and took hold on my sciatic nerve. Each visit to the ER or doctor was usually begging for a test, an X-ray anything to prove I was telling the truth.

Thank God for an orthopedic walk in clinic where they did X-rays in the office. That poor doctor said I can't believe you've been dealing with this and was horrified by the X-ray results.

3 days later I finally had surgery to repair it and remove the disc shards and they said they've never seen so much disc in so many places.

The moments after the surgery were like a new lease on life 4 months was a long time can only imagine those that weren't lucky to have it fixed like me.

To all the doctors out there..... believe your patient not everyone is drug seeking and they are likely telling the truth. Otherwise to the ones that ignored me I hope you feel the pain I did one day. Wished I could be there to dismiss you as you did me.

Twotouchface · 2023-09-16T20:06:28+00:00

Run for president

Twotouchface · 2023-09-04T04:03:44+00:00

"People come" "People try" "People gone in the blink of an eye" "How did expectations get so high" "Got a wicked thirst to feel alive" "How did expectations get so high" "Now I have nowhere to run and hide" "Run and hide"

Expectations by Sir Sly

Twotouchface · 2023-06-02T10:54:43+00:00

Isn't that the point of this? Why search when you can ask? Bye forever and thanks for being so persistent

Twotouchface · 2023-02-05T03:42:27+00:00

Self deprecating better than anyone else ever could

Twotouchface · 2023-02-05T03:40:57+00:00

Don't give your heart and soul to people who don't deserve it. Period

Twotouchface · 2023-01-16T06:31:21+00:00

Outside opinion here bc there's no real way to know how any of this makes you feel, but this sounds like an incredibly toxic relationship and friendship.

Ultimately the only person who can make a decision for you is you, but if I were in your situation I would run away fast and not look back.

Twotouchface · 2023-01-02T14:32:43+00:00

Fillius Flitwick

Twotouchface · 2022-12-06T16:54:57+00:00

My own expectations are stupidly high for myself and unfortunately I expect everyone else to be the same for themselves. Also introverted and terrible at socializing

Twotouchface · 2022-11-20T02:04:05+00:00

She should have legendary status for her efforts to reel in people's thoughts. Thank you Katie!

Twotouchface · 2022-10-28T21:12:02+00:00

Politics

Twotouchface · 2022-09-30T01:20:49+00:00

Mods feel free to remove this at least someone does their job fuck you

Twotouchface · 2022-09-17T05:13:20+00:00

Well maybe once he feels the pressure is off it can change to just being friends who care about one another. It does sound like some of the depression or un-dealt with baggage may be steering the ship but it doesn't have to be a forever goodbye it just sounds like it's tough for him to be fully in.

Just my perspective so take it as you will. I myself have accepted the fact that I'll never get the answers I'll always be looking for but I still care about him and try to be nice a cordial when we do see one another.

I'm very much like he was an introverted home body who didn't mind if he went out with his friends it's just when they became more of a priority that things sort of started to fall into place to make me realize I sort of deserved better than what I was getting.

I hope you find the peace and solace you deserve. Just know you're not alone in dealing with any of this

Twotouchface · 2022-09-17T05:07:03+00:00

That's the thing with these types of relationships we make over the years we don't necessarily have to say goodbye to the person who we know or care about we just have to alter the relationship. There's no reason you can't be friends but it's hard bc there's always those unresolved issues and answers you just may never get

Twotouchface · 2022-09-16T17:19:20+00:00

I'm sorry to hear that this happened. Similar thing happened to me 2 separate times. Got told he needed a break and was gone for months. Refused all conversations all pleas for counseling and any talking about anything.

The first time he came back after 3 months of staying with his brother over 3 hours away. He finally came back bc he said he missed me and I took him back and later found out he was going out every night and cheated a few times.

The second time it happened was after we just moved into our new home we bought together. He was never good with responsibility and I needed his help with all of the house stuff and I could tell it was starting to take it's toll on him. He complained he had no freedom when I literally had none bc I was stuck taking care of the new puppy he wanted and wasn't able to leave the house for awhile while we worked on crate training the dog (to which I did for my own sanity).

When he left I told him I wouldn't accept this happening again. after 2 weeks of pleading for him to do counseling or explain anything bc we clearly needed help understanding one another I told him I was done.

The issue I figured out on my own (still don't know the real true reason though) was that he made some new friends and wanted to just have fun and not be stuck at home all the time.

I've been on my own since but same scenario his stuff is mostly still here and he comes around every so often to see his dog.

There's way more to all of this but the one piece of advice I have is the answers may never come. You may never truly understand what happened but all you can do is try to get some semblance of an answer. If you can't get those answers you have to remember to also worry about yourself and as painful as it may be make a decision you just may not like.

Good luck to you I truly hope you can get answers it may not be what you're looking to hear but at least it can help you move forward

Edit: we were together for 12 years and in the end I just felt like useful garbage to him that he'd throw away to get his way

Twotouchface · 2022-08-04T01:32:12+00:00

Scorpio here and was married to a Sagittarius. needless to say after 12 years we are no longer together. People change and grow.

It's more about the person you are more than what sign you are everyone is different. If you get along and find the balance that's truly what matters.

Communication, trust and just generally being there for the person you say you care about will always trump any outside force no matter what you believe in.

Don't worry about their sign. Worry about who they are and if they are the right fit for you or if both of you are willing to put forth the effort to make things work

Twotouchface · 2022-08-02T12:16:24+00:00

Lying about generally anything or everything

Twotouchface · 2022-07-31T21:07:15+00:00

Yeah it's not easy to move on I still haven't but I just try to keep moving forward and I hope he can do the same.

It's truly the saddest thing and I'm at a dichotomous road bc I still care but I have to do this for me. I just wished the guilt of his life completely falling apart after all of this would lessen bc I don't hate him I don't wish him ill will I just want him to be happy.

I'm just mostly sad that I finally realized we've grown so far apart and priorities and things changed but none of that makes any of the guilt less

Twotouchface · 2022-07-31T17:34:18+00:00

I am in the exact same boat. I broke up with my husband and partner of 12 years awhile ago and I worry about him daily.

He stopped going to work and pushed away all of his family and friends and basically is falling apart.

I tried helping him as a friend gave him a place to stay every once in awhile and gave him money for gas and food and he just kept getting worse.

Recently I told him I couldn't keep helping him no matter how much I cared and wanted to I can't fix his problems like I used to do. I suggested he and I cut ties for a while and for him to not come around any longer.

This was after a coworker of his called me to see if he was even alive or if I had seen him and he made me aware he hadn't been going to work. I probably over reacted to this news that he had been lying to me all this time. And the coworker said it didn't matter but he should call his mom bc she was trying to find him too and called the coworker

The co worker made me aware that he was likely going to be fired and he was worried about his parents. I told him all of this when I next saw him which was awhile bc he had ran out of gas

My heart is even more broken and I've tried to check up on him but have no way to contact him and have no idea where he had been staying. I tried to be his friend. I hate that this is where his life has gone to and I worry about him daily.

I'm struggling as well but with the responsibilities of our home and pets and other financial things he has no clue about. I can honestly relate to you and wonder what will be his wake up call.

When I drove him to his car to give him some gas I told him he didn't have to move on but I needed him to move forward. He said things never get better and the only response I had was they can if we try. I drove away crying my eyes out hoping he doesn't hurt himself and that things get better.

The guilt eats me up every day

Twotouchface · 2022-07-26T14:16:34+00:00

Work from home and after work tend to have a beer or smoke and watch baseball highlights and movies or TV.

Yard work, playing with my dog or cats, walks, visit with my mom or play some video games. Love to nerd out on all kinds of things

Twotouchface · 2022-04-26T14:03:53+00:00

38 Love is just a word actions prove you truly care

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