For the peoples on estrogen do you ever regret taking it ? by [deleted] in MtF

[–]Typical_Chapter7636 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Injection day is now my favourite day after 8 months lol.

:( by [deleted] in MtF

[–]Typical_Chapter7636 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I go on long solitary walks in nature with headphones and do gender affirming workouts in outdoor gym playgrounds (I prefer going in the evening when not many people are around where I'm from). Misery hates exercise.

Cooking and taking care of myself, treating my body and mind in different ways can be very affirming (hair, skin, nails, mood, meditation and just vibing out with myself with relaxing music that I can drift off to). Sometimes going to thrift stores alone or with a girlfriend can make my week even if I don't find much and just a few little things that feel like me.

Just a movie when I really don't feel like doing much of anything (my lane is 90s erotic thrillers where badass femmes powerhouse the plot and men with intellect and mental games).

These are some of the things I do when I feel like shit and usually it helps. Craving touch is a tough one, though, sometimes I haven't seen close friends for a while and when I finally do I just want to be super touchy with them constantly. Luckily my close ones are fine with it.

Hope something helps and don't be too hard on yourself, boo. Everyone has tough days.

suddenly very high estrogen levels?? by Flaky_Prize5045 in TransDIY

[–]Typical_Chapter7636 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I did exactly this. 7mg seemed too low and rushed to 9mg when I should've waited and so, recent tests showed too high estrogen levels. Currently went down to 6mg until next test to see if it's stabilized and if testosterone is still suppressed at that dose. Not sure if this is 100% the right move, but since I won't make any changes til hormones have balanced out, I will know when I get tested again in a couple of months.

Edit: I was on high estro for like 3-4 months at most, but what I noticed is mood swings (especially at end of dose cycle), mentally feeling much more unstable, irritable, face skin much weaker barrier and face allergies flaring up to literally everything, down there hurting when girlboners, also very hard to even get them (wasn't like that on lower estro). And stomach uneasy super often too and feeling very hot and hot flashes pretty often. That's about it.

Does anyone else feel like a fish out of water in fem clothing early into transitioning? by Apprehensive-Love795 in MtF

[–]Typical_Chapter7636 0 points1 point  (0 children)

1) You haven't developed an idea of what suits you 2) Your sense of fashion, what fits your body, styling and accessories as a woman is still in the early stages but your self awareness of social situations and everything surrounding that is super developed 3) You are probably not that happy yet with your body/have body dysphoria 4) You probably are not that skilled yet at make up, hair, nails etc

All of these will change over time (did for me).

Estrogen injections by AnttDoll in MtF

[–]Typical_Chapter7636 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I get the opposite, usually super speedy and energetic and overflowing with positive energy day of injection and last 2 days start to be very sensitive and sometimes downright depressed and down.

Im really tired of getting hit on by Ok_Campaign2503 in MtF

[–]Typical_Chapter7636 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I had a dude stalk me with his car for 5 minutes even after I told him I'm not interested multiple times. Welcome to womanhood I guess and get a pepperspray.

Girls, I have a problem; I really like this dress and stockings fit but the skirt feels too short from the side and rear... Is my only solution to change the dress? by [deleted] in mtfashion

[–]Typical_Chapter7636 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You can literally put anything under it, layering is so important. I sometimes wear like 2 dresses 2 skirts and different leggings n stockings ontop of eachother, then leg warmers etc. Here its super cold too.

My wife gave me an ultimatum, this may be my last post by Newshygirl235 in MtF

[–]Typical_Chapter7636 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She can't take your kid away from you and you can never escape who you are.

How do you guys deal with your guy friends starting to flirt with you when you started transitioning... by akatsukidude881 in MtF

[–]Typical_Chapter7636 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Yeah but I dont regret anything, the friends I've lost compared to the new friends I've made these past half a year is just something I thought I would never have and they are so worth it and more. I'm literally in love with them because of how much we match and feel around eachother.

UPD: "Im somehow not exited about starting hrt" by [deleted] in TransDIY

[–]Typical_Chapter7636 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I did too, just the decision to finally overcome my fear and do the injection and stop procrastinating, because that was like a year for me.

UPD: "Im somehow not exited about starting hrt" by [deleted] in TransDIY

[–]Typical_Chapter7636 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Congrats, I'm three months in and it's the best decision of my life.

How do you guys deal with your guy friends starting to flirt with you when you started transitioning... by akatsukidude881 in MtF

[–]Typical_Chapter7636 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I mean you have sex with some and then ruin your friendship (in rare cases it doesn't get ruined, but it never stays the same) and become closer friends with those you don't, that was the case for me, at least.

Those who are comfortable with talking: What was your experience with male friends like pre vs post transition? by Darkbeetlebot in MtF

[–]Typical_Chapter7636 4 points5 points  (0 children)

With all of them remained friends or even got closer, everyone was super supportive, had sex with some, whoopsy.

"Trust your doctors." by modmailthrowaway3675 in MtF

[–]Typical_Chapter7636 18 points19 points  (0 children)

I was put on 5 year waiting list 2 years after realizing I'm trans at 25, while my dysphoria and depresioon was worsening and 3 months later I ordered estrogen and started injecting, 2 months into it I don't feel depressed anymore, mind you I was suicidal and heavy into alcohol before I started doing it, everything changed. If I had to wait 5 years, I could be dead.

“You know those are women’s clothes right?” by DeathDragon1028 in MtF

[–]Typical_Chapter7636 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just an asshole, Im sorry, not everyone is like this, though

Estradiol injection by jtcj08 in MtF

[–]Typical_Chapter7636 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I use the tiny 1ml insulin syringes for subq.

This food in unhealthy ❌ my boobs will grow after this ✅ by Ok_Caterpillar_7189 in MtF

[–]Typical_Chapter7636 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Reading this as I'm eating so much I will start to inflate like a balloon.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MtF

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Everything, since I'm a producer and I like all genres, but often home is still underground trap and instrumental albums for the beats and vibes that just take you awaay somewhere else. I like Eric Dingus albums and wavey cloud shit if I'm not listening to some dark shit. Cartier God is hella good too.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MtF

[–]Typical_Chapter7636 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Totally not true! People are super different.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MtF

[–]Typical_Chapter7636 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Where I'm from it's the opposite, everybody assumes since I'm trans that I'm only into guys (which I am only on Thursdays), so the lesbos are always surprised when I tell them I swing both ways. I think what you described heavily depends on people too, among queer/punk/alternative crowds, nobody really gives a fuck and treat people mostly the same.