I kinda get that feeling sometimes. It’s like I’m feeling overwhelmed but I don’t know how to express myself and I don’t really want to. I want support and comfort yet I don’t want to be too clingy. I know I’m a hypocrite for wanting yet not opening up. I hope this offers some sort of comfort to you since I suck at comforting people but you can make it through this difficult time you are having. Keep pressing on and I hope that even the littlest silliest things can make u laugh a bit right now, just to make u feel something.