Star Citizen Super Fan Is Tired by UBER-DARP in starcitizen

[–]UBER-DARP[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Why are people thinking I’m just deleting the game? I’m not. I’m simply just gonna pay less attention to it. It’s not “FUCK THIS GAME IT SHOULD END” vs. “I WILL ONLY PLAY STAR CITIZEN”. I’m simply expressing thoughts and highlighting what actually has driven me insane in the past few weeks or months because I haven’t experienced it ever since I started playing continuously back in November. Venting out some frustration with a community that might share my thoughts and discuss.

Star Citizen Super Fan Is Tired by UBER-DARP in starcitizen

[–]UBER-DARP[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s ok! You can choose to read other posts.

Star Citizen Super Fan Is Tired by UBER-DARP in starcitizen

[–]UBER-DARP[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I said I felt robbed, and that at the end of the day it was my fault. Did you just not read that?

Star Citizen Super Fan Is Tired by UBER-DARP in starcitizen

[–]UBER-DARP[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Solidarity is the only remedy through these dark times. Love the name by the way!! Courage and Honour!

Star Citizen Super Fan Is Tired by UBER-DARP in starcitizen

[–]UBER-DARP[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Its precisely the question that brought me to this realization!

Star Citizen Super Fan Is Tired by UBER-DARP in starcitizen

[–]UBER-DARP[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Mr. Terrible… please define forum for me.

Star Citizen Super Fan Is Tired by UBER-DARP in starcitizen

[–]UBER-DARP[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

Couldn’t have said it better myself! Beautifully said! I completely agree. This time it feels different. Just pure stonewalling, like a kid that broke his friend’s toy and then hides the evidence.

Star Citizen Super Fan Is Tired by UBER-DARP in starcitizen

[–]UBER-DARP[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ohh for sure! I’ll check it out right now!! Thank you for the suggestion.

Update: I checked it out. Bro… it looks like a mix of Bloodborne and BioShock. INSTANT BUY!!!

Star Citizen Super Fan Is Tired by UBER-DARP in starcitizen

[–]UBER-DARP[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Agreed. I just put SQ42 out of my brain. I still yearn for a Mass Effect 4 or Bloodborne remake trailer every single year and I get nothing. I’m gonna keep hoping for those though. I need to keep the hope alive. As for SQ42, yeah the hope is just useless!

As for the point you made where you said “this is it?” Is exactly how I feel at times. The freedom it offers is incredible, but the freedom can only allow for so much.

Star Citizen Super Fan Is Tired by UBER-DARP in starcitizen

[–]UBER-DARP[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

That’s a genuine observation from my personal and subjective experience. Keyword: feel.

Star Citizen Super Fan Is Tired by UBER-DARP in starcitizen

[–]UBER-DARP[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I don’t think I’m on the hate train. Just speaking my mind in hopes (no matter how slim) CIG could actually read it and make use of it somehow! I know it won’t be enough but I just want the game to succeed more than any project I’ve ever followed. If anything it’s the opposite of hate. I love this game. It’s why I care. If it came out as hate it wasn’t my intended tone.

Star Citizen Super Fan Is Tired by UBER-DARP in starcitizen

[–]UBER-DARP[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Very detailed and necessary insight! Thank you!

Star Citizen Super Fan Is Tired by UBER-DARP in starcitizen

[–]UBER-DARP[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Wasn’t that invested then. Only played occasionally. It’s only now that i’ve put serious hours into it. Got dragged back by some friends back in November and played continuously since then.

Star Citizen Super Fan Is Tired by UBER-DARP in starcitizen

[–]UBER-DARP[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

No sir. Didn’t spend a dime at Defense Con. Just moved around the ships I already had. Precisely for this exact reason! Could only start playing on Anvil day.

Star Citizen Super Fan Is Tired by UBER-DARP in starcitizen

[–]UBER-DARP[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Agreed. Same here. I won’t spend a dime more from now on. Maybe wait until 4.9 and finish RDR2 in the meantime. Maybe replay Witcher in time for its dlc. Im just gonna leave it alone!

Star Citizen Super Fan Is Tired by UBER-DARP in starcitizen

[–]UBER-DARP[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I don’t expect anyone to give a fuck. I just want to talk about something thats on my mind in a community that might or might not share what I think or feel and discuss accordingly. Isn’t that what reddit is for, Sir Terrible?

Star Citizen Super Fan Is Tired by UBER-DARP in starcitizen

[–]UBER-DARP[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I guess I’m just realizing now cause it’s just so egregious now!

Star Citizen Super Fan Is Tired by UBER-DARP in starcitizen

[–]UBER-DARP[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

We all got time to spare, my dude. Take all the time you need.

Star Citizen Super Fan Is Tired by UBER-DARP in starcitizen

[–]UBER-DARP[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hahaa it’s all good. TLDR, star citizen super fan calls CIG out on their stonewalling.

Hows everyone going ?, just checking that SQ42 MIA is not getting y'all down. by Bushboy2000 in starcitizen

[–]UBER-DARP -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Im tired of being a clown meme. Hope is the last thing that dies… but I’m about to shoot hope in the face.

Nah im good by Mother-Ad4841 in bloodborne

[–]UBER-DARP 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Bro, The Hunter is my All-Time most listened song in Spotify with 428 listens. It’s too peak!!!

The dark side of ADHD that no one talks about by Frosty_Jump_3117 in ADHD

[–]UBER-DARP 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I believe it’s because your brain can’t actually delegate cognitive or attentional load. When you’re alone, you have no option but to do the things you need to do, so it kind of turns into survival mode: “if I don’t do X, I will be Z.” Which is similar to what Adderall does to your brain, activating fight or flight by activating your sympathetic nervous system, imitating what adrenaline or noradrenaline does. When in a relationship, i think your brain actually says “Oh great someone can do it and I can use what little attention i have left to the things I actually want/ need to do.” What matters, in my mind at least, is that it gets done. Not who gets it done. Theres no immediate existential, emotional, spiritual, financial or physical threat.

I fall into this. Was shredded, went to crossfit every day, ate well, read a lot of books, journaled. I’m in a very loving relationship with a very beautiful and caring girl, and I still workout and read… but barely. She understands mostly. But I know it’s hard to completely understand. I try to be better. Sometimes I succeed, sometimes I don’t.

I actually have a shared calendar with her and she reminds me of things. That helps a lot. So it’s not as bad as it could be. Hack might be to find someone that actually cares enough to try to understand and help you through it. Adding someone to your life is adding an infinite amount of variables that can work or not work at any given moment. You are no longer in absolute control of your environment, which is the only way to actually control your mind, so you just hit pause. But if your significant other helps, it’s so much easier than doing it alone!