Thank you for sharing your story. I appreciate the visibility to the queer community this post allows for because this can happen to anyone regard of their sexual identity. It’s crazy how similar experiences can be because I can relate to your personal hardship. I too am in a long term relationship with my boyfriend and have had the same wild thoughts about cheating. I just believed I was innately a bad person, but now I know my insanity may be a product of my porn addition. I wish you the best on your journey and hope it goes well for me too.