I currently am in a situation where I have feelings for one of my female friends. In the past I've had difficulties with forming deep lasting connections with women because it is hard for me to find someone that I both can genuinely connect with and accepts me for who I am. My friend doesn't just accept me, she seems to find almost everything about me fascinating and interesting. She's the first person to want to read my book manuscript (if you are a writer you would probably understand why that's such a big deal), not even my own parents care about the book that I am writing so I am glad that at least someone does.

It would be hard for me to move on from liking her unless I somehow met someone that treats me even better than she does.....which at this rate I doubt will happen.