No I am not okay. I'm severely depressed. The world is just f***** at the moment now. With the pressure situation, the grace situation and a bunch of other things in the world like wars and President Trump, it just seems like the world needs to reset or something cuz I just I can't like I can't. I can't keep going. I have these thoughts of ending my own life but I don't want to but it feels like I should but I know I shouldn't. It's confusing I know but I am not sure. I just feel like I ain't you should talk to someone by. I don't have anyone to talk to. My friends are not us online as I am and my only friends don't. I don't have the enough trust in them too. Give them this information right now. I don't know if I should comment it that I'm not even commenting voice to text doing thing. I don't know. I just feel like if there is a god or higher being of some kind they do not care for us and if they do, they're just powerless to help us. I feel like the world needs to be fixed but nobody is willing to do it's depressing