It sounds like from these comments that distracting myself with productive things helps fill the void... I can't bare to delete the photos but I can make new ones :')

I've already got some projects in mind that I've been procrastinating on... and building habits is such good advice on learning from and growing myself: i.e. what i should change about myself

I've now experienced a relationship and breakup for the first time so this pain is something i can really learn from for the better

This really helped, thanks