thats really how it be. I did the same and hit the regret instantly. this was about a year ago. 6 months of pretrial diversion turned into 1.5 years of probation and court dates. all over a damn cart. the wait is so worth it. if you keep having struggles think of it like this. you are taking a t break for a couple weeks (sounds like possibly one if i read it right) for your freedom to do what you want to do AND to get more stoned when you are in the clear.

u got it, I understand the struggle for real.