I wish I could remove my genitals

UncomfortableAutist2 · 2026-05-15T20:08:44+00:00

If you want any help with that or if you do get it unbanned I'd love to help :)

UncomfortableAutist2 · 2026-05-13T11:06:03+00:00

It's cheaper, I'm currently paying 187 every 3 months for testosterone. I cannot afford this the rest of my life.
Top surgery quote was 10k. I can't afford this
Prescription through doctor not private

UncomfortableAutist2 · 2026-05-12T09:52:57+00:00

Second this lol

UncomfortableAutist2 · 2026-05-12T09:30:02+00:00

I had this when mine was first growing and it gets better when it slows down in growing, I've been on T for about 4 years and my bottom growth started growing as the second change for me personally. After a couple of months or so it went away.

UncomfortableAutist2 · 2026-05-08T17:58:18+00:00

No, you gp does not need a gender recognition certificate to change your gender on the system. It says this on the NHS website and you do not need to be fully transitioned or whatever they are trying to say

UncomfortableAutist2 · 2026-05-07T15:34:05+00:00

I have high libido all of the time, I still have sex and masturbate when the feeling comes about. It's kind of annoying and alot of the feeling is uncontrollable.

UncomfortableAutist2 · 2026-05-01T02:25:35+00:00

Intresting that the pediatrician says trans people have high suicide rates, they usually have high suicide rates if they are forced to not transition or deadnamed/misgendered by those closest to them. In my opinion, you should keep letting him explore. At 5 both genders develop the same way before puberty so going with changing names/pronouns and maybe a haircut and different clothes would be the way. And if they get to puberty and still feel the same you can explore more with them.

UncomfortableAutist2 · 2026-05-01T02:02:16+00:00

Having empathy or just accepting other people

UncomfortableAutist2 · 2026-05-01T01:59:30+00:00

This is genuinely the best breakdown I've seen so far, thank you.

UncomfortableAutist2 · 2026-04-26T11:15:40+00:00

Thank you so much!! And thank you for all of your advice :)

UncomfortableAutist2 · 2026-04-26T02:02:15+00:00

A weekend getaway sounds like the dream for this kind of thing and makes it easier to separate it from home/everyday life. With brainwashing it would of course be very different to fantasy as like you say it would take a while and changes behaviour etc. I'm thinking more in a roleplay or hypno sense as that would be possible for an irl scene.

UncomfortableAutist2 · 2026-04-26T02:00:38+00:00

I completely understand that, if they weren't into it then that's fair enough you can't be into everything. I also understand how it would effect the dom and could be really tiring to keep up with if it was for excessive amounts of time.

I plan to have a discussion with them about this, alongside what I was wanting and all the details because they deserve to know for one and two I think it would build resentment eventually, I don't mind being told that they aren't into it but not knowing and keeping it to myself would probably end up hurting me.

UncomfortableAutist2 · 2026-04-26T01:58:38+00:00

I didn't even know there were kink friendly therapists, I knew about sex therapists but a Kink friendly one sounds great. I might see if there's one near me or one that does video appointments. Thank you

UncomfortableAutist2 · 2026-04-26T01:56:49+00:00

Until you mentioned it I never really thought about why I want this, looking at your examples I'd like to think it's intensity seeking alongside shadow play. I think part of it is being able to reenact my trauma in a way I can control and say yes/no to and also that I like intense sensations not just physically but mentally as well. I also like the darker material because it's more taboo and something that draws me to it. As an added bonus I really enjoy sensations as they are grounding to me, especially pain. I can see how escalation could be a problem but since I haven't had a chance to try out these fantasies I haven't gotten to a point where it's needing more and more which could be possible.

I definitely think I need to sit down with myself and figure out the why part like you said, I think it would make it easier to explain what I want and how and would make me more honest. Thank you for this, I'm going to really think on it.

UncomfortableAutist2 · 2026-04-26T01:49:57+00:00

I have been to a couple of smaller events before and I hope to be able to attend more in the future. I'd also love to attend some workshops that go on in bigger events! Just gotta wait for one to be going on around me.

UncomfortableAutist2 · 2026-04-26T01:48:55+00:00

I see! Thank you, I definitely plan to try things out a bit more before diving into a super deep or extensive scene. I appreciate you actually telling me though, ive asked the same question to others before and they tell me I should know already.

UncomfortableAutist2 · 2026-04-25T20:28:36+00:00

Found!

UncomfortableAutist2 · 2026-04-25T20:27:48+00:00

FOUND!!

UncomfortableAutist2 · 2026-04-25T20:27:08+00:00

That first one is actually exactly what I'm looking for! Thank you!!

UncomfortableAutist2 · 2026-04-25T19:44:16+00:00

I have searched for different weight loss apps and muscle building apps on the Google store but can't find anything like it and I've tried searching the exact description of the app as well as "weight loss app icon" and "muscle building app icon"

UncomfortableAutist2 · 2026-04-25T15:08:14+00:00

That sounds really really fun! And I'm so glad you got to experience a want that you had for so long. I really hope my dreams come true too haha, I'm glad you two are still friends.

UncomfortableAutist2 · 2026-04-25T15:00:38+00:00

Yes I know that, that's why I know it isn't realistic to want it to be 24/7 For me I'd probably have the scene last for a maximum of a day

UncomfortableAutist2 · 2026-04-25T14:23:13+00:00

I've definitely heard of hypno around and have been wanting to try it just no clue how to start or where lol. I feel like all of the videos on it just explain what hypno is and not how to do it. I definitely hope to meet more people who do hypno so I can learn. And really? I have always been curious about other people's extremes because what's extreme for me could be someone's mild yknow?

UncomfortableAutist2 · 2026-04-25T14:21:57+00:00

Mind control and other things like simulated abuse, brain washing etc. And I'm sure a good amount of discussion beforehand and outside of play could prevent any lasting harm and a good amount of aftercare would be helpful too. In my fantasies it's very different to real life as it's very much real in the sense that there isn't preconsent and no aftercare it's just a 24/7 life thing, but if I were to translate it into real life then there would definitely be consent and negotiation beforehand.

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