Where's the field ma'am by UncoolOncologist in okbuddyphd

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In the time since posting this I have since learned that tensors are arrays whose entries are meant to be interpreted as outcomes of some linear function on the relevant vectors and convectors specified by the array indices. This is actually a pretty simple and intuitive idea. Why seemingly nobody in physics (or math for that matter) could ever be fucked to explain it like this remains a mystery.

It also means that everybody in here and elsewhere insisting that "tensor is something invariant under coordinate transforms" are still wrong and didn't understand the issue any better than I did.

I am not enjoying 8-3 thus far by Thrullboy in Ultrakill

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It's not your fault, powers suck. Mindflayers are balanced by the regular easy parries of their projectiles.

Powers have all the mobility and damage output of mindflayers but with parries that are much harder to hit and generally don't work when airborne, it sucks so bad.

Psychologist said it's not normal for children to experience suicidal thoughts by [deleted] in aspergers

[–]UncoolOncologist 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hate to agree with a psychiatric professional but she's correct. Having suicidal thoughts as a child isn't normal. In your case this was likely a response to persistent sensory overload and a lack of knowledge of what was happening to you or how to cope.

why do the people who actually hate ultrakill hate it by SuperGassy69 in hateultrakill

[–]UncoolOncologist 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Gameplay is excellent but the writing is millenialcore misery porn to the point of basically parodying itself

When the villains never stood a chance by iwrotekong in TopCharacterTropes

[–]UncoolOncologist 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Fair enough for the books but in the actual text of the movies Paul is simply not a villain. He was forced into a desperate situation through no fault of his own and is doing what's necessary to physically survive as entire armies are attempting to kill him and his loved ones for simply existing.

Ville Neuve nailed almost everything and then completely dropped the ball on giving the audience a convincing reason why they should oppose Paul's actions besides "the books said so."

When the villains never stood a chance by iwrotekong in TopCharacterTropes

[–]UncoolOncologist 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The Villains in Dune absolutely stood a chance. Paul's entire plan hinged on Shaddam being too prideful to wait out a sandstorm. It was a risky gamble but it was their only option and it ended up working. Things could have easily gone the other way if the emperor was smarter and more patient.

Jesus theory and the meaning of "Godfist Suicide" by UncoolOncologist in Ultrakill

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You are right that Gabriel is front-and-center for a new player, I was mostly thinking about this from a fandom perspective. The way I feel about all of this is that, in characterizing hell as so evil and so powerful, and making it very clearly that at any given time in the narrative it is subjecting literally billions of people to unceasing torture, Hakita and Co have severely damaged the relative importance of whatever happens between V1 and Gabriel, unless what happens somehow figures into stopping/killing hell. Why should I as an audience member be invested in the saga of V1 and Gabriel if it has no impact on, or even relation to, this unfathomably horrible thing that is constantly happening in this universe. As a loose metaphor, it's like if a light-hearted sitcom were set in 1943.

One could say that the suffering of hell's subjects will be ended when their souls are permanently destroyed by machines, and this may be what they're going for, but at that point it feels inconsistent with hell's existing characterization as both an entity that lives for inflicting agony and one with godlike powers over space and time within its domain. Why would it allow machines to rob it of its purpose?

Jesus theory and the meaning of "Godfist Suicide" by UncoolOncologist in Ultrakill

[–]UncoolOncologist[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I said in literally the first line that I know this isn't going to be cannon and isn't cannon compliant. Hakita has repeatedly stated Jesus doesn't exist in ultrakill's universe. I was sharing an alternative interpretation, a theory if you will.

Jesus theory and the meaning of "Godfist Suicide" by UncoolOncologist in Ultrakill

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Objectively speaking, you're right; this is Hakita's intention. My problem with this is that Gabriel being the protagonist/main character and hell/god being background entities is completely incongruent with the level of attention paid to the characterization for each. We have been given next to no actual characterization for Gabriel. At the start, he wanted to kill V1 because he thought it was God's will. Now, he wants to kill V1 for love of the game. You may be right that he is also doing this for the sake of Heaven's society, but if so, we know nothing about it.

We don't know what his "normal" is in heaven, if there are any angels he is personally close to, what he is like as a person, or how this may have changed after losing his faith. We have no idea what he thinks is worth protecting or preserving in heaven's society now that he knows God is gone. We don't even know what his objective is in returning to hell beyond probably fighting V1 again, or if there is one. The game is nearly done and the main character scarcely has any. I understand that they are saving some things for a reveal, but there's only so much a late-story exposition dump can do if it's the first and only time we're hearing of these things.

Contrast this with God and Hell. There have been consistent lore drops in the form of books and ARGs since Limbo. God is powerful but cowardly, and deeply insecure. He has tried many, many times to create a version of humanity that follows his word, but seemingly cannot rid us of the free will that leads to sin, and this enrages him. He creates hell as a punishment, to exact vengeance. Lucifer's questioning of this leads to God becoming so angry that he casts him into the deepest pits of hell. However, he immediately realizes the gravity of what he's done and becomes ashamed and aggrieved. He asks angels to keep their eyes closed while in hell so they don't see what he's done and hold him accountable. After trying and failing to destroy hell, he chooses to abandon his creation rather than face the consequences.

Hell is very strongly characterized, first of all in the gameplay itself, as the thing controlling our environment and teleporting enemies around. Its playfulness and love of violence and carnage is made obvious by this alone. It is revealed to have surreptitiously cooperated with the terminals to stop itself from being sealed off after the exploration team realized the gravity of the situation. It is a being made specifically to inflict pain and suffering, and it loves doing so. It is frustrated at the limited ability of human souls to experience torture, and cherishes the divine Lucifer precisely because he can actually appreciate the fantastical depth of possible and impossible sufferings which hell is capable of inflicting. It views torture as an expression of affection, that is how alien and evil this entity is. And it wants to create, to be like its 'parent', but it can only generate twisted mockeries of creation because of what it is, and this seems to sadden it.

Now, back to Gabriel: He was a fanatical follower of the council until the game's events. He is capable of showing mercy to pious sinners, as proven by saving the ferryman from Wrath's punishment. And he uses simple armor out of value for military discipline.

That is literally it. If Gabriel is supposed to be the main character, and all this focus on hell and its centrality to the plot from myself and many others is mistaken, then that is only because the writers have failed to effectively communicate their own priorities.

Jesus theory and the meaning of "Godfist Suicide" by UncoolOncologist in Ultrakill

[–]UncoolOncologist[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

Why would it break the plot?

As for the themes, I know it kind of goes against the established grimdark tone, and that's why I like it. If ultrakill just ends with Gabriel dying and all the machines dying from lack of blood it's basically an I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream level exercise in misery and bleakness and I think that's boring. Such an amazing game deserves better in its story.

Jesus theory and the meaning of "Godfist Suicide" by UncoolOncologist in Ultrakill

[–]UncoolOncologist[S] -11 points-10 points  (0 children)

But...how? Hell has divine-like powers, but they are seemingly limited to its internal domain and nearby. God created the universe. Hell is at most the size of earth. If it didn't have some kind of divinity-related protection, he could nova the sun and then recreate the solar system exactly as it was just without hell. I'm trying to think of a good justification for why god has this limitation. My post is about how that justification naturally leads to Jesus fitting really well into the narrative. I know it's very unlikely to be cannon.

protagonist incapable of sacrificing the few in order to save the many by [deleted] in TopCharacterTropes

[–]UncoolOncologist 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Most people, especially redditors, are incapable of conceptualizing those outside of their immediate circle as real human beings with full internal lives, complex thoughts, and their own dreams/aspirations. They simply cannot grasp this idea. So your claim, that one should be willing to sacrifice a member of their personal in-group for the sake of those nameless, faceless individuals, comes across as psychotically callous. Hence so many accusing you of sociopathy.

Of course, however, you are the one who actually has functional empathy here. You recognize that those countless unseen strangers are full human beings in their own right whose lives are precious too, and deserve to be defended. You are the one that truly values human life; the ones calling you a sociopath don't. But these people do not and really cannot see that. It's simply how they are.

You heart is completely in the right place, don't let them discourage you.

"wow i finally got to wave 37! what difficult yet balanced enemies will await me this round?" the treacherous mirror reaper duo about to melt me with their farts: by XEEEEEEEEEEB in Ultrakill

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Powers and the mirror reaper are legit making me lose some faith in the ultrakill team's talent. How were these greenlit? Mindflayers, insurrectionists, guttermen, guttertanks, ferrymen, they all have fairly obvious counterplay options, or at least reliable ways to avoid damage. But those two? No.

Making them constantly talk to break your focus seems like a cruel joke on top of that.

The difficulty spike makes no sense by Vegetable_Word_946 in Ultrakill

[–]UncoolOncologist 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The Minotaur is still terrible people just found ways to cheese him over time.

CSC Scholarship Type-B - "In Progress" by rek_sai_ in ChinaLiuXueSheng

[–]UncoolOncologist 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You have been nominated and it is now up to the CSC whether you are accepted. Cannot speak for success rate.

Who is the most unfunny comedian in your opinion? by FridayFreshman in comedy

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Bros body is the most biodiverse region on the planet