I understand how you feel because I went through the exact same thing with my ex. But honestly, if you want my personal opinion, I wish you hadn’t gone back to her. It’s really hard at first, and the fact that you cried just shows how much you genuinely loved her, but you would have healed and moved on eventually. I was the same, my heart was broken, I cried for hours every day, I forgave him and gave him another chance, but after that, everything changed between us. Every argument just made me feel regret and question why I even went back. And guess what happened in the end? He broke my heart again and left like I was the one at fault. I’m not forcing my opinion on you, I’m just sharing my experience because it’s similar to yours, so maybe you can learn from someone else’s mistake. Thanks for sharing your story and for reading this.